Review: Perilous by Cari Z.

In 1803, England declares war on France, staking the fates of two mighty empires against one another. Thousands of men serve in the British navy, hungry for distinction in the battle against Bonaparte.

One of them, Lieutenant Thomas Williams, thinks he knows what he wants out of life: prize money at sea, a career of decent note, and the means to maintain his independence when he leaves the navy. What he finds is service under Captain Christopher Knightly: a tactical genius, inveterate charmer, and the youngest son of a wealthy noble house.

Their unexpected and perilous love affair is a gamble against the odds, for in a time of war, nothing is sure to last. If the French don’t tear them apart, one slip in front of the wrong eyes or ears might. When the demands of Christopher’s family take him from Thomas’s side, he thinks it might be the best thing for his captain. Little does Tom realize just how far Christopher will go to return to him, and when life takes a turn for the worse, how much further he will go to save him.


Avast ye landlubbers!



Pardon me...I forgot this isn't a pirate book, and I can't pirate speak ye mates and wenches. Maybe I'm in pirate withdrawal? Maybe you are too? Pirates are (if you don't know) one of my favorite heroes to read.

Perilous by Cari Z., might not feature the criminals of the sea, but it was a nautical themed romance that shivered me timbers *ahem* rocked my deck. Set in early 19th century Britain while Napoleon's troops are running amok, Lt. Thomas Williams is a simple, humble man that has been assigned to be second in command on the ship, Perilous. He's already a seasoned Navy sailor whose stoic presence fools most, not noble born Captain Christopher Knightly though. the Captain share a few witty words with the quiet, giant of a man and makes an impression on him. Thomas is gay, hides it due to the time period and his Captain is now the new resident of his erotic fantasies.



This novella is broken into three parts, told in in alternating POV but it's mostly Thomas' book. And let me tell you, he's quite the character. Thomas tries to deny his feelings for the Captain, amid attacking French troops in the town of Brest. His Captain remains jovial and slightly aloof in certain regards, that keep Thomas up at night. He's so sure nothing will come of his feelings. His Captian gives sly hints that Tom doesn't let himself catch. I was amused.

The romance starts in part 1 and gets stronger in parts 2 & 3. And while there is romance, some sweet moments by the way, there is action, war time violence, kidnapping and even a prisoner torture. Slightly trigger-ish for those who find prisoner torture and war time massacring too much.



Oh that action!  The action when it happened was kick-ass - explosions, sword fighting, cannons blasting...beheadings. My lusty self was quite satisfied with the sword swinging. Though, I think it could have been turned up a notch and even more graphic in parts. For those who are sticklers, and enjoy their main characters to be exclusive, that isn't the case in this story. But the author explained why it couldn't be, and with the background and time period, it's more realistic the way it was written. I don't consider it cheating because Chris and Tom know what was in their hearts.

I am in love with the premise. LOVED the setting, the characters, the plot. Christopher's family is evil and grated the nerves. I wanted to sock his mother one in her the face at one point. But as much as I cared just about everything, I can't go all cock out with my rating.

Why this isn't a five? While I went through an array of emotions, and I loved the main characters (Tom especially), the pace of their love was too quick for the pace of emotions in Perilous. Sometimes the transitions were a wee rough, causing me to reread scenes to try and figure out where the story was or what happened.

*holds out hands*

There was chemistry. There were feels. But...how Christopher and Thomas got to that point as fast as they did? I couldn't tell you. A glance and you knew he was the love of a lifetime, you will forsake all others, he's the one? *squints* Something about part 1 didn't make as much of an impact as it could've. Maybe instead of cutting to Brest so fast, an exploration of the men's budding tension, other than sly hints, or maybe two more scenes each from the men's POV could've helped.

Also, the way everyone knew about the secret love affair, especially the key players who help set one of the men's future, didn't show enough for me as to how everyone knew the secret. They weren't parading out in the town square.

Chris and Tom's love is bombastic. And by the time I got into part 2, my quibble didn't ping as much. And part 3 damn near gutted me. Tom is a self sacrificing, damaged soul. Despite his large presence, his is submissive in nature, a well oiled soldier who existed to love Chris. The sex scenes were hot, but I'm not going to lie, I feel a little kink could have happened with the submissive nature to Tom.

*ponders about the kinky hijinks that could've happened*

And Thomas's martyr-ish sacrifices...his torture...his angst of his soul. My eyes got hot and maybe slightly juicy in part 3. I felt his angst. I'm still quietly reeling from the character that is Tom. What is it with Toms who live their life on a ship, that don't know their worth that gets me every time?

Thankfully, there is a HEA, though it didn't seem like it until the very end. Some strings were tied up a bit too neatly. I was happy with the turnout overall.



Recommended? Double fist yes! But this would work well for historical romance lovers, who enjoy sea based settings, forbidden love regard to the time period and a character who sacrifices it all for the love of their life.

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Author Bio

Cari Z was a bookworm as a child and remains one to this day. In an effort to combat her antisocial reading behavior, she did all sorts of crazy things, from competitive gymnastics to alligator wresting (who even knew that was legal!) to finally joining the Peace Corps, which sent her and her husband to the wilds of West Africa, stuck them in a hut, and said, “See ya!” She started writing then, because what else are you going to do for entertainment with no electricity? She writes award-winning LGBTQ fiction featuring aliens, supervillains, soothsayers and even normal people sometimes.

Website: www.cari-z.net
Twitter: @author_cariz

Excerpt
Cari Z © 2016
All Rights Reserved

Just before he went over the side, his captain brought his lips close to his ear. “Good luck, Tom,” he said in a voice that drove the shivers out of Tom’s system. Tom closed his eyes for a moment, savoring their closeness, and then slipped quietly into the black water of the bay.
It was cold, bone-chillingly cold. Tom caught his stuttering breath and then began to swim, slowly and silently, toward the distant guard boat. It hadn’t seemed so far away sitting in the cutter, but now that he was in the water, the distance felt interminable. The frigid water sapped his strength, but Tom was built strong in body and determined in mind, and he ignored it, focusing only on his goal as he edged closer and closer. He was within a few feet when he heard his captain’s voice.
Messieurs! Ici, je suis un ami!” It was soft but carrying.
The guards sat up straight, dropping the bottle they were sharing and staring away into the darkness, away from Tom as he crept to the side of their boat. “Qui est là?” One of them called out. “Qui êtes-vous?
Tom couldn’t allow them to keep calling out; the noise would bring unwanted attention. Grabbing his knife, he lunged out of the water and drew it across the noisier one’s throat even as he fought for a place in the boat. The man he held gargled hideously as he died, but the other had time to draw his knife.

Review: Pawsitively in Love by M.J. O'Shea

What Austin Lloyd lacks in academics, he makes up for in his love of the animals who frequent his pet salon. He’s not lucky in romance, though, and his family would like him to settle down with a good man. Austin—and his golden retriever, Maggie—couldn’t agree more.

Evan Partridge isn’t good at letting people in. His messy family life and the past that’s shaped him aren’t worth bringing up. But his pug, Dexter, sure likes the pet salon owner.

Austin and Evan get off to a rough start, but being friends soon turns into something more. Unfortunately, Evan’s secretive behavior nearly does the relationship in, and the budding love affair almost crashes and burns when Evan’s troubled sister shows up on his doorstep.

Not speaking to each other is killing them both, but Evan doesn't know how to keep Austin and help his sister at the same time. He just knows he has to try. Winning back Austin’s trust back, however, is going to take a whole lot of work.


Would it be a bad thing if I said that I like the animals in this book a hell of a lot more than I liked the people?

Well, maybe not Austin; his patience and love of animals makes him awesome. He has a very supportive family, but self doubt often nudges him, and he sometimes feels that people would think more highly of him if he'd gotten a college degree. He still has a successful pet grooming business, and it's there that he meets Evan and the absolutely scene stealing pug, Dexter.

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Evan's an okay guy, even if he's standoffish, and at times, cold. He doesn't do relationships and is only interested in friendship, and an easy friendship is what develops between he and Austin.

I was happily chugging along, reading about these two men who are obviously attracted to each other and fighting that chemistry tooth and nail. I was excited to see that moment when it would reach the breaking point. (It didn't disappoint)

And Evan had changed! He became someone likable, someone with feeling, and suddenly he wanted to experience things with Austin.

It was all great, until it wasn't.

I had a lot more fun reading about the little pugs antics than I did about a neighbor who seems to always be there, inviting Evan over to dinner every night of the week (uh... that's not normal, right?) or Evan's sister, Della, the most hateful woman in the world.

It was Della who ruined this book.

What was easily a 4 star read about two men who were transitioning from friendship, to attraction, to more, took a steep nose dive off a cliff, hit every rock on the way down, slammed into the water below, and promptly blew up.

Yes. Della is THAT bad. She was so full of hate and anger and venom that it was literally giving me anxiety while reading. I had to skip over every piece of dialog she had, or I would have never been able to finish the book.

And if that weren't bad enough, Evan kept making bad decision after bad decision.

I was just about done. Any good feelings I had left were resting on poor little Dexter's shoulders, so I Youtubed some videos of pugs to get me back to my happy place.

I was able to finish the book, but I was in no way impressed with its ending, because there was no real resolution. Evan crawled back to Austin with the little bit of spine he grew, asking for forgiveness that Austin was all too ready to give him. And if there was a solution to the Della situation, the reader wasn't made aware of it. The ending went from shitstorm to rainbows and candy canes in 3 pages.

It's a shame really, because I tend to really enjoy M.J. O'Shea's writing. But, I think in this case, she wrote the villain a little too well, and ended the story a little too abruptly.

On the bright side, I spent far too much time looking at pictures of adorable Pugs, so it wasn't all bad.

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Review: The Pirate Fairy by A.J. Llewellyn

Denny Derrick Dalton is the most feared pirate on the high seas, but he’s not a bad guy. He’s just having a very bad day…

It’s 1841 and the high seas are a dangerous place for anybody. Denny Derrick Dalton’s the most feared pirate in the choppy waters, but his risky reputation takes a hit when a wicked old witch curses him and gives him a pair of fairy wings. It’s hard to boss your crew around when you look ridiculous. Not only that, he has no idea how to fly.

Denny’s depressed. The witch, hiding as sweet Princess Fortunata, has left his ship and taken her brother, Prince Merritt, the man Derrick deeply loves, with her. Can his luck get any worse? Oh yes, it can. His crew mutinies and sells him to a slave ship.

But it’s not just any slave ship. This one’s bewitched, and Denny’s soon taken to a magical court where he must explain his rotten behavior and fight for his life.

But can he save himself to rescue Merritt, who’s at the mercy of his wicked sister’s magic?

Reader Advisory: This book features a BDSM scene
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When a book says it's about a pirate turned into a fairy and sold to a slave ship, I just know I'm in for a good time.

And I was. It was so much fun.

Denny Derrick Dalton is Captain of the La-Di-Da. He's the most feared pirate on the high seas but he's mostly just misunderstood. He's a really good guy, once you get to know him.

On trial for piracy, he'll have to defend his actions and convince the jury not to kill him, all the while learning how to use his newly acquired fairy wings, devise a way to find his long lost sister, and rescue the love of his life, Prince Merrick, from the evil witch that cursed him in the first place.

It's a very silly story that manages to balance a little bit of gravity with a whole lot of absurd, and just when you think you have it all figured out, think again.

If you're worried about it being a historical setting, don't. It doesn't feel historical in the slightest. It's historical light, with the feel of contemporary, and a huge amount of fantasy weaved throughout.

Every time I thought to myself that this read couldn't get any better - it did. (It reached stratosphere when the Kinbaku-bi scene came on page.)

I was a little over halfway through when I thought to myself, You know, the only thing that could make this better would be a dragon. Can you guess what showed up a few pages later? A sea dragon/creature/thing.

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There's a whole minefield of silly and awesomeness in this book, and I refuse to spoil any of it for you.

But there are a couple of things to keep in mind:

This is meant to be a silly, fun read. Don't think too deeply on the details. Like, when they tell you that a fairy is immortal, but that every alcoholic drink takes a year off their life. Try to keep from doing the math. What's infinity minus 200?

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And there's no doubt that Denny Derrick Dalton is in love with his Prince and desperate to be reunited with him. Sure, he's going to reminisce in great detail about experiences with someone in his past, and sure he's going to give really good head to that bumblebee guy over there, because he's gotta pay him back somehow, right? Denny LOVES sex. Even if you don't like to read about your MC getting it on with other people, go on this ride with Denny. Trust me, it'll be worth it.

This read was just all around good fun. I wanted a little more from the ending - there were bits and pieces left unresolved, but this wasn't exactly a deep story, so it doesn't really matter.

There's a man with a tail of a fox, centaurs, good witches, bad witches, self duplicating money, and a whole Island filled with things guaranteed to make you smile.

His beautiful ship surged forward toward the doomed vessels and he smiled widely until he glimpsed one of his crew running past him. As soon as the man became aware of Denny's scrutiny he gave a strange whimpering sound, clapped a hand over his badly swollen right ear and tiptoed backward away from Denny.

"What's he doing? And what happened to his ear?" Deny demanded of Rigby who sighed.

"You don't remember?"
"No. What am I supposed to remember?"
"You tried to have sex with his ear last night."
"I- What?"
"You heard. You broke into his bunk and tried sticking your cock in his ear. I had to thunk you over the head to get you to stop."


Are you smiling yet?

If you're in the mood for a fun afternoon read, this is the book for you.

Highly recommended.


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Review: The Last Enemy (Agents of Influence, #1) by Christian Beck

Highly decorated Delta Force operator and Iraq war hero Simon Monk loses everything when his romantic partner defects to Beijing after being caught selling US secrets to Chinese Intelligence. Monk is drummed out of the Army from the blowback but gets a second chance at a career when he is recruited into a covert group within the CIA.

Years later Monk’s latest assignment sends him to Cairo, where the head of station has disappeared amid a highly publicized sex scandal. But things are not what they seem. When the base chief turns up dead and the Egyptian government looks the other way, Monk and his team hunt down the assassin.


All roads lead to a ruthless and lethal cult from Egypt’s ancient past who discard every unwritten rule of espionage to win. Monk is forced to take to the shadows to find and destroy his most dangerous adversaries yet, as a chain of events threatens to ignite war in the Middle East.



Monk.



Simon Monk.

Ex-Army
Ex-Delta Force
5 Tours in Afghanistan
Clandestine Services Agent
BAMF

I'm about to squee. A lot. So cover your ears or find you some of those noise reducing headphones. 

If you're like me and suspense thrillers kick up your heart rate and flood your bloodstream with adrenaline, or if you're the sort of person that'll watch 13 Hours twice back to back (True story.), this is a book for you. Me? Give me a thriller with a BAMF and a complex plot and watch me go into The Zone. Any thriller will do but suspense, espionage, covert ops, maybe a clandestine governmental agency and international locales is my jam!

And Beck delivered my jam on brioche rolls.



Yeah, I licked the plate and maybe nipped a finger or two. Or something. Oops.

Add to that all that yummy goodness the language rife with acronyms, precise observations, strong female characters in pivotal roles and the good guys kicking ass and taking names and I think I drifted into some sort of endorphin haze.

Monk is ballsy and lethal. He's been assigned to find out where his friend and station chief in Cairo disappeared to because the story circulating sounds like a bunch of hooey. He assembles a team full of other bad asses and goes to Cairo. And then kicks some ass. And takes some names. 

There are a lot of people in play and I won't lie you have to keep up. The pacing is blistering and information is almost always relevant. I didn't find it any more convoluted than any other suspense thriller but word of warning nonetheless. Monk and his team eventually have to go radio silent because people they think are allies keep turning out to be enemies.



Seriously, is there anything better than the renegade BAMF out to right the injustice all on his own?

Answer: Not in Cupcake's hood. I'm sorry, bakery. We're keeping it 100.





One of the people he knows he can trust is Ben. He and Ben were lovers prior to Monk signing up with Clandestine Services before his schedule made a relationship an impossiblity, but things pretty much pick back up where they left off three years prior with a few stumbles. There is a connection between the two of them and some sexy times, but I would not categorize The Last Enemy as a romance.

For a first novel I was impressed by how much research must've gone into this book and the complexity of the plot. The writing style could be cleaner, though. There is an excessive amount of head hopping that happened without demarcation and sometimes mid-paragraph. On multiple occasions I found myself backtracking to keep it all straight in my head. Aside from that which I either got used to or lessened as the story progressed, my only other quibble was excessive banal details. I appreciate those precise observations in the midst of an op/mission, but I don't need to know what everyone's wearing every time they enter a scene, how often they shower or which direction they exit an elevator.

Clearly this is book one of a planned series and I'm really hoping the rest of the series will involve Monk and Ben rather than switching to another character(s). I feel like I'm just getting to know non-BAMF Monk. There are a few flashbacks that give insight into him as a characters and I'd like more of that for both him and Ben. Along with more BAMFing in a new locale.

Until next time.



Recommended for action adventure junkies like me.



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Review: Last Mechanic Standing (Wrench Wars, #1) by L.A. Witt

A Wrench Wars Story

Everyone at Jim Irving’s garage is gung ho about Wrench Wars, a new reality show featuring mechanics. Everyone, that is, except talented mechanic Chandler Scott, the sole employee who has refused to sign the contract. The rest of the mechanics are pressuring him too, because without Chandler—and his volatile interactions with his boss—no one’s getting on the show.

Chandler’s one ally is Jim’s son, Mark, who’s being forced to work for his dad until he pays down his student loans or finds a better job—and who’s been Chandler’s secret lover for a while.

Then a playful tryst in the garage blows up in their faces, giving the network ammo to blackmail Chandler by threatening to out Mark to his father. Now Chandler is backed into a corner, and Mark needs to decide how far he’s willing to go to protect the man who’s been sharing his bed… and may have stolen his heart.


For some reason I expected The Hunger Games in car version.

It’s nothing of the sort.


Chandler is the best mechanic in Jim’s garage and when the Wrench Wars TV program shows a morbid interest in them signing to participate in their garage competitition reality show, Chandler wants to refuse. He’s well aware the only motivation for Chandler being an essential requirement in the contract is that he crashes with his boss more often than not, which would lead to OTT drama and the maximization of the audience ratings.

If it depended on him, Chandler would have quit a thousand times already. But something, or rather someone, stops him from leaving once and for all. That’s Mark, Jim’s son. Mark drags a heavy college debt and he has no prospects and no hope in returning the money on his own. That’s why he lives under his father’s roof and is still in the closet, due to Jim’s homophobic attitude.

Mark and Chandler have been friends since forever, but recently they began their friends-with-benefits relationship, no strings attached. Chandler has known for a while that Mark means much more to him, but he has never revealed himself to Mark. He doesn’t really care, he will take anything that Mark is willing to give him, and he’s also willing to protect Mark at all costs.


This is the first book I’ve read by the author, and I must say I was quite satisfied with this novella. I could quite believe Chandler and Mark’s feelings to each other and their long relationship despite the few pages available. There are also enough interactions and glances and a few sex scenes that made me feel the chemistry between them.


The ending was promising and beautiful at the same time. I wonder what future awaits. The book finishes at 90%.


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Release Day Review: My Busboy by John Inman

Robert Johnny just turned thirty, and his life is pretty much in the toilet. His writing career is on the skids. His love life is nonexistent. A stalker is driving him crazy. And his cat is a pain in the ass.

Then Robert orders a chimichanga platter at a neighborhood restaurant, and his life changes—just like that.

Dario Martinez isn’t having such a great existence either. He needs money for college. His shoes are falling apart. His boyfriend’s a dick. And he has a crap job as a busboy.

Then a stranger orders a chimichanga platter, and suddenly life isn’t quite as depressing.

But it’s the book in the busboy’s back pocket that really gets the ball rolling. For both our heroes. That and the black eye and the forgotten bowl of guacamole. Who knew true love could be so easily ignited or that the flames would spread so quickly?

But when Robert’s stalker gets dangerous, our two heroes find a lot more to occupy their time than falling in love. Staying alive might become the new game plan.


Anyone who is an Inman connoisseur knows that his books are more than one note. His library includes a range of genres from comedy to angst to horror to mystery and a mashup of everything in between. In a nutshell, there is something for every reader. My Busboy falls in the funny/mystery/shenanigans categories with a sweet dose of romance that I ate up with a big ol’ spoon.

Robert is a writer with a case of writer’s block. His personal life is in the crapper and he’s a true artist with a flare for the dramatic. Not in an overt way, but more of a “glass is half empty” way. Not being an author/artist type myself, I can only imagine what being inside of their brains is like, but I like to think that many are like Robert when he’s in a state of feast or famine with the word flow. The all-encompassing passion was pretty interesting to be a part of and I liked being inside Robert’s head through his processes.

He’s got a best friend who has been in love with him forever and while on paper, Chaz should be the perfect match, Robert just doesn’t have that THING with Chaz that would make him the one. Chaz would beg to differ on that count and their friendship was a little heartbreaking but very honest. Both sides were very clear and I appreciated Robert’s clarity with Chaz even if it wasn’t easy.

Jealousy rears its ugly head when one fateful evening, Chaz and Robert hit their favorite Mexican restaurant and Robert lays his peepers on one very delicious busboy. Said busboy just happens to have a copy of Robert’s first book in his back pocket and reading about the effect that had on Robert was seriously adorable. The moment was really the epitome of the meet-cute. Chaz is less than impressed, but Robert gives very few fucks about Chaz’s opinion at that moment and makes it back to Sombrero’s to see Dario and a relationship is on its way to happening.

Chaz was sure to point out repeatedly the age different between Robert and Dario and that does weigh on Robert’s mind. Robert is not that much older, but he is pretty set in his ways and what I got out of it was that the dried up well of writing was making Robert feel and act older than his chronological age. The concern that his best work was behind him made him a tad touchy about the whole thing and best friends now how to hit those buttons, especially when they see the object of their affection turn their attention elsewhere.

Dario has an asshole for a boyfriend, very soon to be ex, and Robert ends up at the right place at the right time to provide Dario a strong shoulder and a safe place. Getting to know Dario was delicious. I loved his character. The more I read about him, the more I could see his openness and honesty as a perfect balance to Robert’s artistic temperament. While Robert would have a tendency to over analyze the hell out of something and worry a thought to pieces, Dario would cut to the chase, wrap it up and put Robert’s heart and mind at ease.

One of my absolute favorite things is John sets so many of his stories here in San Diego. We’re a big, little city and reading about it from someone who knows how to capture the mood and the setting perfectly is very satisfying. He doesn’t just keep his characters in the city either, in My Busboy, Robert and Dario head out to the high desert of San Diego and being that it’s one of my family’s favorite places to be, I was all kinds of happy and homey reading that part of the story. That whole section just melted me to pieces, it was the perfect vehicle for the budding relationship between them.

Being a relatively well know author, Robert does have himself a stalker. And this is where the mystery follows the characters. John throws in a couple of tricky deflections and a hint of his horror side comes out to play when the stalker ups his game. Especially the part with Clutch (Robert’s cat), holy hell, stress me out why don’t you John?? The stalker is both scary and sad, you have to trust me on that one and while the ending was prophetically fitting, tense and really well done, it was still realistically heartbreaking keeping the story grounded.

I need to take a moment to discuss the epilogue. All I can say, is “D’awwwwwwwww”. So many things made me happy in the epilogue and while everything was wrapped up it was done well and didn’t have an air of convenience about it. The author built everything up to that point to make the epilogue work and give me the HEA I really needed for these guys.


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Review: What Remains by Garrett Leigh

Web designer Jodi Peters is a solitary creature. Lunch twice a week with his ex-girlfriend-turned-BFF and the occasional messy venture to a dodgy gay bar is all the company he needs, right?

Then one night he stumbles across newly divorced firefighter Rupert O’Neil. Rupert is lost and lonely, but just about the sweetest bloke Jodi has ever known. Add in the heady current between them, and Jodi can’t help falling hard in love. He offers Rupert a home within the walls of his cosy Tottenham flat—a sanctuary to nurture their own brand of family—and for four blissful years, life is never sweeter.

Until a cruel twist of fate snatches it all away. A moment of distraction leaves Jodi fighting for a life he can’t remember and shatters Rupert’s heart. Jodi doesn’t know him—or want to. With little left of the man he adores, Rupert must cling to what remains of his shaky faith and pray that Jodi can learn to love him again.


In a moment of distraction and bad timing, everything Jodi and Rupert spent years building disappears. Jodi survives the accident, but spends months in a coma. When he finally wakes up, he has little memory of the last five years of his life. He doesn’t remember Rupert, or their life together. He doesn’t even remember being bisexual or attracted to men at all.

Not wanting to upset Jodi and interfere with his recovery, Rupert lets Jodi believe that the two are just flatmates and friends. Rupert spends the following months helping Jodi heal, both physically and mentally. But as Jodi recovers, Rupert can’t help but yearn for more.

‘What Remains’ is not an easy book to read. It’s angst-filled from the first chapter, and continues like that for the rest of the book. However, I would say it’s the good kind of angst, the kind that you know will lead to a special ending that makes it all worth it.

I tend to avoid books with an amnesia premise, because it’s often not very believable and becomes too melodramatic. I’m not an expert on the matter, but I thought that the author did a good job of portraying the medical effects of Jodi’s brain injury, and the recovery process.

While the book is told in the present, we get many flashbacks in the first third showing how Rupert and Jodi met and fell in love. I’m not usually a fan of this format, but it was necessary to establish the relationship. Without those glimpses into the past, I would have had trouble connecting to the MCs.

The flashbacks show how deeply in love the two were, and made me root for them from the start.

Rupert stole my heart early on, with his quiet hope that he would win back Jodi. Each time Jodi treated Rupert like a stranger, my heart broke for him. I just wanted to bundle him up and never let go.


When Jodi wakes up from his coma, he not only doesn’t remember Rupert, he also thinks that he’s strictly heterosexual. Jodi can only recall one serious relationship, and that’s with his ex-girlfriend. His gradual rediscovery of his sexuality was sweet, if at times sad. He struggles with his increasing attraction to Rupert, but doesn’t mind exploring once he accepts it.

What I enjoyed most was the cautious friendship that Rupert and Jodi built, and how that became their foundation for a new life together. As Jodi recovers, the two begin spending more time together. For Rupert, this time together is all that’s left of their past life. Jodi doesn’t understand why, but being around Rupert brings him peace and calm when he can barely remember who he is.

That friendship is what makes Jodi falling back in love with Rupert believable. No switch goes off that makes him suddenly love Rupert again. What Jodi feels for Rupert as he falls for him for the second time is as real as it was the first time around.

The happy ever after was sweet and perfect, though it takes a lot of work. Neither Jodi or Rupert are the same men that they were before Jodi’s accident, but it’s clear that they’re meant to be together.


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Shifter Sunday Funday: A Walk on the Wild Side Anthology | 2016 Dreamspinner Daily Dose Week 4


The unicorns are reading Dreamspinner Press' 2016 Daily Dose | A Walk on the Wild Side Anthology

5 reviewers: Ann, Fantasy Living, Optimist King's Wench Reflection & SheReadsALot
30 short shifter stories... 30 various authors
6 consecutive Sundays...it's going to be a blast and a half!



Bring on the animal shifters of all types!

Missed a week?  Week 1 | Week 2 | Week 3

Week 4 reviews: Tam MacNeil, Katya Harris, Dale Cameron Lowry, Savannah Brooks & Mark Wildyr

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Putting Down Roots by Tam MacNeil

At twenty-nine, Mark is lonely and unhappy. With his teaching degree, he never expected to be scraping by at a dead-end job in a bookstore. So when he’s given the opportunity to do the work he’s always dreamed of, he jumps on it.

But there’s a catch. Mark has just agreed to spend the summer teaching a recalcitrant student at a lonely manor outside the most haunted village in the UK. It doesn’t take Mark long to figure out there’s something strange, really strange, about Thomas, his host and the father of his pupil. They say the village changes people, and it turns out Thomas is living proof. Now Mark has to decide if he should run like hell or stay and become part of the family.







Ann - 3 Hearts

The mood the author set for this was really great. It was just a smidge creepy, just a tad dark, but mostly just that apprehensive feeling you get when you know you are going to get treated to a ghost story. Not that this was a ghost story, but you know the feeling I mean. Mark is a teacher, not employed in his chosen profession, who quits his not-chosen-profession job to take a teaching position over the summer in an allegedly haunted village at the allegedly most haunted house in said village.

The time Mark spent with his student, Bryony, and with her father Thomas, was very sweet, but I did feel like I knew Bryony better than I knew Thomas at the end. Thomas was shrouded in mystery, as was the whole village really, but Mark is a smart dude and he’s figuring out what secrets the town holds. I liked the few conversations that Mark and Thomas had. Thomas had an overall sad and lonely vibe to him but the two of them easily admitted the attraction building between them, giving Thomas a little glimmer of hope. The secret gets revealed and declarations were made. It was definitely a happy ending, I would have liked more page time for Thomas and Mark together though so I could really get a feel for them as a couple. I liked Mark a lot, I liked what I knew of Thomas but his character just wasn’t fleshed out enough for me to get the HEA full force.

Fantasy Living - 3.5 Hearts

Mark has found himself a private, live-in, teaching position with a small town family, teaching Bryony, a fourteen year old who needs Summer English classes. Thomas, Bryony’s father is the employer, and there is something both calming and mysterious about him. As the days of summer pass, Mark finds that his initial apprehension of moving into a hideous Post Victorian era manor, have faded and he dreams of Thomas asking him to stay.

This was weird. I love weird. For a short story, I was intrigued by the mystery surrounding Thomas and Bryony. They are keeping secrets, and we go on this journey of discovery with Mark, as he puts the clues together.

The writing could have been tighter, but it was still good. It suited the contemporary time period. I liked the characters, but they were missing the edge I prefer in displaying personality. Bryony was the brightest of the three, and I think the relationship could have been given a little bit more.

I can’t comment on the plot without giving the mystery away, but I will say I was pleasantly surprised by this story, and it’s unusual concept. I would have prefered more relationship development, but again, short stories always leave me wanting more.

I would definitely recommend this for something wholly different, and interesting.

Optimist King's Wench - 2.75 Hearts

I like the premise of this story and the unusual shifter, but the romance was virtually non-existent. This was my first experience with this author and she has a writing style that’s descriptive and filled with vibrant imagery which I like. However for a short story there was too much interior decorating that I would’ve liked spent either (a) giving a history of the shifters and how they came to be, etc. and/or (b) devoted to the relationship development between the MCs.

This story has a bit of a melancholy tone in that there is no choice in shifting-it happens nightly regardless of whether or not they want it to. And with the intrigue of the Landsdowne estate they are susceptible to trespassers who mean them harm.

Marc is a teacher who’s taken a tutoring job from Thomas to tutor his daughter, Bryony. There are a couple of strange happenings on this reportedly haunted house, but nothing that sends Marc running for the hills. His interactions with Bryony were more frequent than his interactions with Thomas and though I enjoyed them they didn’t advance his relationship with Thomas discernibly. The few interactions they have together held promise and made it clear they were attracted to one another, but weren’t enough to convince me of an HEA. I also felt like Marc’s acceptance was easily won which didn’t seem realistic.

All told, I think this story would’ve been better had it been longer. It needed time to develop before tacking on an HEA. Nevertheless, I would read something longer from her in the future.

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A Dove's Wing by Katya Harris

When his nephew shoots a dove with a BB gun, veterinarian Abel March promises the remorseful boy that he will take care of the bird and its broken wing. He doesn’t count on the dove changing into a (very naked) man in the middle of the night.

The shapeshifter’s name is Darcy and his clan has just moved into the area, much to the dismay of some of the residents who hold prejudices against their kind.

Sweet and sometimes sassy, Darcy is the first man Abel has felt connected to for a long time. He wants to keep him safe, and when someone threatens him, Abel reacts with unusual ferocity. He’s falling in love with Darcy, but when circumstances separate them, he’s left not knowing if the sentiment is returned.

The answer to that question will change both of their lives forever.


Fantasy Living - 3 Hearts

Darcy is a shapeshifter who is most comfortable in Dove form. Abel is the vet who nurses him back to health after Abel’s nephew shoots Darcy with a BB gun, breaking the bird’s wing.

It’s only after Darcy shifts to human form in the middle of the night that Abel realises what he is.

This was sweet and mostly fluffy. A world where people are aware of shapeshifters, but prejudice means the town is outraged when they find out a shifter clan has moved to nearby lands.


Darcy and Abel’s relationship development is short, and intense. They are instantly attracted to each other and get to the sexy stuff as soon as Darcy’s arm heals (a couple of days).

I would have preferred a little more relationship development. I’m finding it harder and harder to be convinced of the insta-love trope, and am looking for more meaningful development. Sure, people fall in lust all the time, but it’s usually over once the orgasms have dried up. The real relationship starts when people actually engage each other outside of the bedroom, and this didn’t go into that much. There were whispers of it, but not enough to satisfy me.

Sure, it’s a short story, but to be honest, I’m starting to expect a bit more, even from shorts. I think there was an opportunity to really develop the characters, rather than having a more convenient plotline, or lots of sex.

I still enjoyed most of it. I thought this world was interesting, and it can be expanded. I liked the concept of shifters being able to change to different animals, not limited to just one. I think the chemistry could have used a little more work. I wasn’t totally convinced of it here.

Abel was the typical good guy. Accepting, welcoming, and a fierce warrior against bigots. Darcy was a sweetly submissive, gentle person who avoided confrontation, but was fierce in his claim of Abel.

I would have enjoyed more explanation of the way a clan works. Especially with the shifters being able to change to different animals. I liked this preview, and I think if the author wished to, she could definitely turn this into something more.

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Love Unmasked by Dale Cameron Lowry

Aaron Loreto can’t lay claim to being anything as sexy as a werewolf or bearman. Once in a blue moon, he turns into a raccoon. With the predatory members of the shifter community looking down at him like he does actually spend his days rummaging through the trash, he prefers to keep his condition private.

When he meets Philip MacRory, Aaron falls head over heels. Philip is hot, sweet, and open-minded about shifters. Given his past experiences, Aaron’s still terrified to come out… until a night of passion with Philip shows that Aaron’s not the only one keeping secrets.






Fantasy Living - 4.5 Hearts

This was the cutest story EVAH!!! OMG so adorable.



Aaron is a raccoon shifter in a world full of predatory shifters, so he keeps it to himself. He meets Philip in a coffee house while working on some edits, and they hit it off immediately. Only he can’t seem to come up with a good way to tell Philip he turns into a raccoon. After a night of passion, Aaron learns that Philip has been keeping secrets too.


This story just gave me big warm fuzzies. It was well rounded for a short, and even for the quick timeline, I was happy for these two fellas. I believe in their connection.

Philip’s secret makes this more perfect, and I have the perfect image for this but I . Can’t. Use. It because that would be a spoiler, and that’s not fair to everyone else. Believe me, you will be tickled when you read it.


I liked the world building. Although brief, it was thorough and well rounded. I would love to know more about this world where shifters and humans co-exist in semi-harmony.

Aaron was a great character. He was stable and confident. He didn’t have any traumatic baggage, making this a great, light read.

Fans of unusual shifters will love this. It is just so freaking cute.




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Wild Fate by Savannah Brooks

Caden Wells is finally on his way to the Alaskan wilderness, fulfilling a dream he’s had since he was a boy. He’s looking forward to solitary hikes and photographing wildlife. Upon arrival, he’s drawn to his guide’s brother, Drake Fisher, a man who resembles beast more than man. Drake’s unexpected interest surprises Caden, but when Drake claims fate has brought them together and that he’s a shapeshifter, Caden’s confusion turns to shock.

With the help of Drake’s brother, Dean, and Dean’s family, Caden realizes there must be some truth to Drake’s story. On his way to question Drake, the knowledge in his heart that something is wrong is confirmed by reports of poachers in the area. Caden sets out to save Drake, along with the life and love that have been waiting for him in Alaska all along.



Fantasy Living - 1 Heart

Bears are growly, and scary. Except in this shifter story. In this story, they’re kinda sappy and apparently have no real instincts.


I really wanted to like this story but there were a few problems.

One: Fated mate stories are tricky. I tend not to enjoy them because of the whole ‘fated’ part. The word choice seems to be a misnomer, and Cade seems to agree.


"But if we’re fated mates, as you call it, would I even have a choice?"
"Yes. You always have a choice. You still have to consciously choose me, just the way I’ve already chosen you."


But a few hours later……


This was supposed to be home for the next few months, but I couldn’t stomach the thought of living here without Drake, not even for a day.


Doesn’t really sound like a choice…. At least the traditional definition of the word choice. But that’s just my interpretation. Also - Caden has been in this town a day so seriously, cut with the melodrama. (There were also some ridiculously timed tears but that’s all I’ll say on that).

Two: Mpreg. Mpreg is a thing for me. I enjoy it… a lot. But if this is a world where shifters have been around forever (it wasn’t explicit, but y’know, the author didn’t really explain that shifters were a result of some sort of science mutation, so I’m just going to assume) then just as evolution created a birth canal and a vagina for birthing, so too would there be a way for a male to give birth if the shifter bond was already messing with physiology to grow the male a uterus and fallopian tubes to conceive…..Caden is on that question straight away…...


"And if what you’re saying is true, how would the baby or cub or whatever...how would it come out?"
“Oh, that’s easy,” Selena chimed in. "C-section, of course."


Of course......




I don’t buy it at all. Human and/or shifter physiology is not going to accommodate for a medical procedure. That is not how evolution works. So at this point I was lost for good, and skimmed the rest of the story.

Three: Unrealistic action - I did pay a bit more attention once the poacher scene came up. I wanted to see how that played out. But alas, apparently Caden turns into some sort of superhero and the bears are all but useless. Not impressed. At all

Four: Unconvincing sex. Drake was expecting a female mate, and had never been with a man. That was said a few times, but after the highly unconvincing performance where Caden saves the bears, Drake is all over Caden’s cock like…..


And apparently an exceptional cock-sucker his first time because instincts.


So no, I didn’t like this. The whole story was too convenient, too sloppy, and had too many holes (and not the kind I like). Which is disappointing because I was really excited about the Bears!!!


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Shifter by Mark Wildyr

When Gray Fox sets out by canoe to visit Elk Horn, his childhood friend and secret crush, mysterious forces strand him on a terrifying hunk of ebony rock known as Black Island. During the dark, cold night, a strangely androgynous being seduces the young virgin. In the midst of his passion, the creature shifts into a comely youth, shocking the naïve young man. He can hardly wait to tell Elk Horn about the experience. But does he dare?











Fantasy Living - 4 Hearts

”Shifters were evil.... But sometimes they were teachers”



Something has drawn Gray Fox into the mist, toward Black Island, on his way to visit his friend Elk. Something mystical, possibly evil, and definitely seductive.

This story deserves some fantasy art. It is rich in description and historical fantasy. I would love a visual panel dedicated to this story.

Gray’s experience on the island has reshaped how he views his sexuality, and he is frightened that his best friend will not accept him if he shares with him. It’s a risk, but Gray soon discovers Elk has his own ideas.

There is definitely a seductive enchantment in the form of the shifter who emerges from the lake, and the mystique of it is compelling.


The writing is strong, with a tight plot, and good coverage. The language leans towards historical, and it is solid.

Sidebar: There is something really erotic about the word stones when describing balls in historical fantasy. It really gets my blood sizzling.

This is not focused around the actual shifter, and you won’t find any furries in this story, but it definitely qualifies for this anthology, and I would say it is one of my favourites. Unusual, unpredictable, and well written. I am impressed in the quality and the content. I will be looking out for this author’s work in future.


Even if you’re not into historical stories, this is worth it. It is not heavy with anything other than fantasy, and there is no clear timeline, event, or geography (at least to my limited knowledge) to get bogged down by. I would recommend this to everyone who enjoys gay erotica.

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