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LAVENDER IN BLOOM BY LILY VELEZ
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We're delighted to have Lily Velez stop by the clubhouse today to tell a little about her book, Lavender In Bloom. She even brought a playlist along!
The Lavender in Bloom Playlist
I absolutely love music and its power to stir the heart and so deeply move us. Creating a playlist for my books is one of my go-to strategies in my writer’s toolbox because listening to that playlist is the easiest way for me to get into the mood of a scene or the headspace of a particular character. Below, check out the tracks that made it onto the playlist for Lavender in Bloom, along with commentary on why each song’s so perfect for the story.
You can listen to the entire playlist for Lavender in Bloom HERE.
Frail Love by Cloves -- This song was an absolute Godsend and I’m so glad I found it, as it ended up becoming the ‘theme song’ for Lavender in Bloom. Every last lyric was just perfect for Noah and Jeremie’s story. Especially these particular lines: I can’t live it like I’m living, I can’t live a lie, I’m giving up more than I should, forgive me for my frail love.
All I Want by Kodaline -- For the longest time, this track was the theme song for Lavender in Bloom. I honestly couldn’t listen to it without getting teary-eyed, as it so perfectly captures the tragedy of Noah and Jeremie’s story. Favorite lines: When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside and If you loved me, then why’d you leave me?
The Beautiful Ones by The Battle of Land and Sea -- I love this song because, for one, it’s a break from the sad songs, but also because I feel it sets the mood for Noah’s life in the countryside. It has a very rural feel to it that makes me think of a simple and tranquil living.
Say Something by A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera -- Another perfect song for Noah and Jeremie’s story. In fact, there’s a point in Lavender in Bloom where Jeremie outright tells Noah to just say the word, and he’ll be his. There’s also a point where they’re sort of at odds, waiting for the other to make the first move (or speak the first word, as it were), and this song really captures that. Favorite lines: Anywhere I would’ve followed you and I will swallow my pride: you’re the one that I love and I’m saying goodbye.
The Power of Love by Gabrielle Aplin -- I included this song because it really captured the mood for a fable that’s featured in Lavender in Bloom. In fact, it’s a fable that describes how lavender first came into bloom in France. It’s based on an ‘alternate universe’ story featuring Noah and Jeremie, and it would be the perfect song for a montage of their love. Favorite line: The power of love, a force from above, cleaning my soul.
Make it Holy by The Staves -- This is such a pretty song, and it’s perfect from Jeremie’s perspective. Favorite lines: I could make you want me, make you need me, make you mine. I could make it holy, make it special, make it right.
Forgetting by David Gray -- Another sad song. From the very first chords, this song just sets the mood for a scene of heartbreak. It kind of has a nostalgic feel to it. Despite the title of the song, it’s the type of song that makes you remember times long past.
Ashes by Madi Diaz -- This is another song I see as being from Jeremie’s perspective, especially toward the end of the book, when he asks Noah to make a certain decision. Favorite lines: Don’t you let me down and No, I won’t stand to keep watching you stay.
I Will Love You by Gin Wigmore -- One of the few happy love song on the Lavender in Bloom playlist, and the only one with a more upbeat melody. As such, it’s very much treasured. This is a cute one, too. I love every single lyric, but my favorite lines are: If you die before I do, I know that heartache will kill me, too, so if I ever lived again, it would be to find you. It’s especially perfect because I can definitely see Noah and Jeremie as living many lives and finding each other in each one.
Tell Me How to Feel by Maggie Eckford -- This song captures one of the main character’s thoughts in the wake of the book’s concluding actions, in which they just feel so blindsided, lost, and heartbroken.
Benediction by Luke Sital-Singh -- This song has a sad vibe from the start, and it’s also one I picked because it instantly makes me think of the lavender fable and Noah and Jeremie’s ‘alternate universe’ story. Favorite lines: There’s a knock in the silence, I see death at the door, But I know we’ll be alright, ‘Cause your hands are still warm and I’m sorry we don’t have forever, but come die with me.
Hengilas by Jonsi -- This song’s in another language (Icelandic!), but it has such an atmospheric quality to it that just draws you in. Favorite lines: We look into foreign eyes, yet we have always known each other. Perfect, because Jeremie has a line in Lavender in Bloom about Noah’s eyes feeling like home even from the moment he first looked into them.
Lavender in Bloom by: Lily Velez
Publication Date: July 25th, 2016
Genre: Historical, Coming-of-Age Romance
It’s the year 1802 in Avignon, France
Noah Capet has spent most of his young life living simple and unvaried days in the hushed countryside of southern France. Quiet, reserved, and diffident, his preference for existing is to do so in solitude, keeping to himself both in town and on his family’s farm—a predilection that’s altogether disrupted when a newcomer to town by the name of Jeremie Perreault begins an unremitting quest to befriend him.Jeremie is everything Noah is not. Charismatic and gregarious, he leaves a trail of charmed admirers in his wake wherever he goes. Expressive and idealistic, he talks without end about his deep love for old books and his spirited dream to one day travel the world on a literary pilgrimage.
Over the course of a single summer, the two form an unlikely friendship, but just as quickly as it develops, it soon entirely dissolves as they’re forced to face the truth of what has unexpectedly emerged between them.
Lavender in Bloom is a tender and tragic coming-of-age story about first love and self-discovery, and a poignant reminder that time is fleeting and always takes with it the choices we’re too afraid to make.
Excerpt
Jeremie’s abrupt materialization not just on the farm but right before him incinerated the last of Noah’s comprehensible ideations. He didn’t know what to think or what to say. He was hopelessly held captive by this unheralded and unforeseen visit such that he could only stand there, rendered mute, utterly immobilized.
Jeremie’s eyes roamed Noah’s face, weary drifters treading familiar lands. They moved in a seamless stream as he absorbed the dark gold of Noah’s hair, the fair tint of his skin, the bone shape of his eyebrows and nose and cheeks and jawline. It was as if he were committing it all to memory.
He raised a hand, and his fingertips fell one by one along the side of Noah’s face, like beads of rain taking to a windowpane. Noah’s eyelids briefly fluttered shut, and in the darkness there was only Jeremie and Jeremie’s touch. It was gentle, delicate.
Jeremie stepped closer. He brought his free hand to the other side of Noah’s face, smoothing a thumb across his cheekbone, as if tracing the path on a weathered map. With his soft, warm palms, he handled Noah’s face with such great care, even more so than he did with one of his rare books, that Noah’s chest swam with emotion—no, drowned in it. He was overcome by the moment, which to him unraveled such tenderness as he had never before known or experienced. He didn’t know whether to laugh or weep, whether to speak or maintain this strange wordlessness between them.
He additionally didn’t know what struck him more: the overpowering silence, or the blatant despair in Jeremie’s eyes, eyes that still hadn’t met his own. Instead, Jeremie closed them, moving closer until their bodies were no longer separated—Noah was immediately as hot as if he’d stepped through fire—and then he rested his forehead against Noah’s, still holding his face. There they remained, breathing in sync, and Noah could almost feel their hearts beating as one. He’d known many states over the past weeks: anxiety, fear, shame. But here with Jeremie, trapped within this impossible capsule of frozen time, all else melted away. In the aftermath, Noah felt only the faintest glimpse of bittersweet peace.
Interview
Where did the inspiration for Lavender in Bloom come from?
The story
behind Lavender in Bloom first emerged on July 22, 2013. Back then, I
was still developing my character Noah Capet, and while doing some free-writing
for his backstory, pieces of his forbidden romance with Jeremie began to emerge
little by little. The very first ‘telling’ of the story was less than 500 words
and written in first-person from Noah’s point of view. Over the next few years,
I’d return to Noah and Jeremie again and again, writing snippets here and there
that eventually amounted to tens of thousands of words. Finally, I decided 2016
would be the year I brought their story into the world!
How long did it take you to write Lavender in Bloom and
what did your writing process look like?
I wrote
the manuscript that would become Lavender in Bloom in 21 days. That
manuscript was approximately 56,000 words long. It helped that I’d spent the
past 3 years getting to know Noah and Jeremie better and writing numerous
scenes between them (many of which ended up in the manuscript).
As for my
writing process, each day, I woke up early, did my usual morning routine (yoga,
prayer, meditation, exercise, a fruit smoothie), and then I’d spend anywhere
from 1-4 hours writing. I was guided by a general outline of how I wanted to
get from Point A to Point B, and for the most part, I stuck to it, but I still
gave myself room to be surprised by new scenes that would surface as well as
interactions I hadn’t planned for. In fact, even during final editing, new
scenes continued to pop in!
Are your characters inspired by any real-life people?
My
characters rarely, if ever, are inspired by real-life people. I will say,
however, that Noah is named after my dog, a labrador/pitbull mix, who’s been in
my life for over 10 years now. :) I guess you could say this was my way of
immortalizing him. Funny enough, my dog Noah’s most distinguishing feature are
his eyes (just like Noah Capet in Lavender in Bloom), and while my dog’s
personality has grown to be a little more expressive in recent years, back when
I was creating the character named after him, they shared similar personality
traits. They were both quiet and more on the aloof side.
Where did all the fables in the book come from?
In Lavender
in Bloom, you get to enjoy a nice variety of anecdotes. Some, like a king
building a chapel simply to house his relics, are quite true. The story of the
luck of the horseshoe is a well-known legend. As for the story of the sun and
the moon, and the story of how lavender first came into bloom in France...those
two are both my own creation. I read a number of fables about the sun and the
moon but couldn’t find one that resonated with me so ultimately crafted my own.
The lavender story is based on an ‘alternate universe’ story featuring Noah and
Jeremie but was slightly modified to fit in with the ending I had in mind.
How do you develop your characters and plots?
I tend to
develop characters first. They’re my favorite part about writing a new story,
in fact, because my stories are, for the most part, very character-oriented. As
aforementioned, Noah and Jeremie have been around in my mind for a few years,
so I’ve had ample time to get to know the ins and outs of their personalities.
How? For one, I do extensive free-writing for my characters to get in their
heads and understand them better. Prior to beginning this manuscript, I had
already written tens of thousands of words featuring Noah and Jeremie in
different scenes. I also like to create Pinterest boards for characters so I
know everything about the way they look, what their home looks like, what their
pets look like, how they dress, the type of possessions they’d have, etc. As
for plots, I typically let the characters run the show. The story for Lavender
in Bloom completely arose on its own one day. I hadn’t intended that for
Noah’s backstory at all. But he clearly had something up his sleeve. ;)
What was your favorite part of Lavender in Bloom to write
and why?
There
were a lot of scenes that were exciting for me to write. I would say one of my
favorite scene, however, takes place in Jeremie’s bookshop when Noah has
finished helping him ready the store for its grand opening. I don’t want to
give away too much so that I don’t spoil it for readers, but toward the end of
this scene, Jeremie does something to indicate that he’s begun to see Noah as
more than just a friend. To me, it was just a very tender moment in the story,
and I think it’s something we can all relate to. We’ve all had those moments
when we’ve wondered if the object of our affection feels similarly. It can be
scary to make the first move to find out, so I just feel like the scene has a
universality to it. I also enjoy this scene because it’s the ‘point of no
return’ for Noah and Jeremie. Neither of them can pretend like the moment never
happened, and it ends up changing their relationship for the rest of the
summer.
What was the hardest part of the writing process?
As it
happened, the mass shooting in Orlando (the worst mass shooting in U.S.
history) took place while I was doing final edits for Lavender in Bloom.
I live in Orlando, and the shooting actually took place at a venue just 20
minutes away from my home. That was hard because it emphasized the amount of
hate that’s in our world, especially when it comes to who a person loves. Noah
and Jeremie’s story takes place in 1802. Although revolutionary ideals (and
later, The Napoleonic Code) decriminalized same-sex relationships at the time,
it’s not like you could suddenly walk down the street hand-in-hand with your
significant other. Objections still ran deep, and just decades before the
story’s set, two men were actually burned alive in Paris for being lovers. So
the hardest part for me was realizing just how close to home Noah and Jeremie’s
story is for countless people even to this day.
Can you share some surprising things you learned while researching
this book?
At one
point in Lavender in Bloom, Jeremie shares an anecdote about a book in
his collection. What’s so unique about it? It’s bound in someone’s skin! As it
turns out, this sort of thing happened back in the day. People would have books
bound with their own skin upon their death so that the book would serve as a
memorialization for their families. I don’t know if those family members ever
ended up keeping those books, though! I don’t think I’d want to! ;)
If you could spend a day with a character from your book, who
would it be and what would you do?
I’d
probably most enjoy spending a day with Jeremie. I would want to join him on
one of his literary pilgrimages--probably the one where he visits all the
breathtaking libraries in the world. That would be so much fun, and it’s
actually a goal of mine as well!
What were your goals and intentions in this book? What do you hope
people will take away?
I hope
people will take away the fact that you can’t live your life to please other
people. This is something I think we all face at some point in our lives. We
either do what’s expected of us to make mom and dad (or whoever it might be)
happy and proud (but it comes at the expense of our own joy)...or we forge a
path for ourselves, break the mold, and live the fulfilling life of our dreams.
It can be
scary to do the thing that lights you up on the inside--especially if it’s met
with the disapproval of others. No one wants to be an outcast. We want to be
accepted and loved. We want to feel like we belong.
But this
life you have is your life and yours only. It’s a gift. You’ve been
given a unique opportunity to explore the world, to grow, to learn about what
you like and don’t like, to develop meaningful and beautiful relationships with
others, and to have an overall fulfilling and positive experience until your
last day. So why spend a single minute of your life in a
job/role/position/relationship/etc. that doesn’t make you excited to be alive?
Your
dreams are special, and I hope this book encourages people to go after that
thing that’s been tugging at their heart for a while now, to say yes to that
opportunity no matter how scary it might be, and to not let amazing and
beautiful things slip through their fingers because of fear.
Did you ever consider giving the story a happier, alternative
ending?
I did,
actually. There were a few days during the writing process when I wondered if I
shouldn’t change the ending entirely. Ultimately, I realized that I would be
robbing from the story’s truth by doing that. The fact of the matter is that in
life, we do experience loss. We experience heartbreak. We experience grief. We
make decisions (or choose not to make decisions), and we often have to live
with the consequences for the rest of our lives. I think there are plenty of
books with happy endings out there, and I love them just as much as the next
person. But Noah and Jeremie’s story always had a tragic ending from the
beginning, and I didn’t want it to lose its effect. As a writer, I feel that
one of my jobs is to capture and display humanity’s universal truths in my
stories, so while the truth in this case wouldn’t exactly be warm and fuzzy, I
knew this was how it had to be written.
That
being said, I’ve written a number of versions of Noah and Jeremie’s story--you
could call them ‘alternate universes’, I suppose. Some end tragically all the
same, but in others, there are happy endings. In fact, in my favorite version,
Noah and Jeremie live in present-day Rome and have a precocious son named Remy.
:)
Are you working on another book?
Two
stories are currently warring within me to become my next book.
The first
is a contemporary, new adult romance about a young woman who tracks down the
family of the organ donor whose heart saved her father's life a year ago, and
finds a group of shattered individuals still in the throes of grief.
The
second is an adult historical romance set in the 1800s in Prague
that follows a young psychology professor named Gottfried, whose world is
turned upside down when a seventeen-year-0ld, would-be anarchist named Dominik
Prochazka becomes enamored of him.
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Author Bio:
Lily Velez has been writing stories since she was six years old. Not much has changed since then. She still prefers the written word and her overactive imagination over the ‘real world’ (though to be fair, her stories no longer feature talking dinosaurs). A graduate of Rollins College and a Florida native, when she's not reading or writing, she spends most of her days wrangling up her pit bulls Noah and Luna, planning exciting travel adventures, and nursing her addiction to cheese. All this when she isn’t participating in the extreme sport known as napping. You can learn more about Lily and her books at www.lilyvelezbooks.com.
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