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Review: Butterfly Assassin by Annabelle Jacobs

Murder, mystery, and an inconvenient attraction… 

Shifter Aaron Harper gets drawn into illegal underground fighting to keep an eye on his best friend. The thrill of the fight keeps him coming back for more, but discovery could mean imprisonment and banishment from their pack. Without a beta to watch over them, common sense takes a back seat.

Michael Archer of the Shifter Crimes Task Force is investigating recent murders. Despite the brutal cause of death pointing to the work of a shifter’s claws, instinct tells him a well-known nightclub owner is involved, but they have no proof.

Aaron and Michael’s paths cross after another body with the same injuries is discovered. With Aaron finding himself on the wrong side of the SCTF and Michael looking for a killer, any attraction between them is both ill-advised and unlikely. But fate has other ideas.

Set in the Regent’s Park pack world, but can be read as a stand-alone.



I've been on a fairly serious crime drama kick lately so it's really difficult for me to see the words "killer" and "murders" in a blurb and not rate the book on those things. Logically I know it's not a crime drama nor should it be rated as such but it's hard to separate the two. It's not that Butterfly Assassin is a bad book I think it just doesn't know what it wants to be-mystery? romance? Fight Club, the remake?

The backdrop is illegal underground fighting that a man known as Mr. Smith runs and makes a pretty penny off of to boot. Aaron wound up in this world under strange circumstances. I think he likes the adrenaline rush of being a shifter in what's supposed to be a "humans only" fighting ring and it doesn't hurt that he's garnered a reputation and following along the way, but he also seems to hate it too. I've no idea if underground fighting is depicted well or not; it's more of a staging area than the focus anyway but why Aaron has continued to fight still alludes me. There's a lot I'll do for friends but getting the crap beat out of me on the regular is not one of them.

The mystery aspects of Butterfly Assassin are where things started to fall apart for me. I know it's not meant to be crime drama but the case of a killer brutally murdering humans by ripping their throats out is what drives the plot forward, only the procedural parts of this case are either woefully lacking or don't make sense which I found frustrating. I'm not going to nitpick each and every thing because we'd be here forever and what's the point? Suffice to say, the case and the investigation of it are flimsy at best.

Which leaves the romance between Aaron and Michael. I liked the forbidden nature of a romance between a shifter under investigation by the police officer who's investigating him even though it's clear Aaron had nothing to do with the murders early on. Their attraction slowly burns over the course of the story with UST and kissing and one quasi public blow job but I never felt their chemistry. As a romance reader what I crave and seek out is that intangible thing that binds two people together, that keeps the coming back to each other, that you feel rather than know and it just never happened with them.

What I continue to enjoy about Jacobs shifter universe is how she showcases pack dynamics. I love how tactile the alphas and betas are with the other pack members and how they respond to their superiors. I also noticed that Michael seemed to innately sense whenever Aaron was on edge and seemed to use some of those same pack techniques even though he's human which I thought was sweet. So I didn't hate Butterfly Assassin and I would probably read another book in this universe. There are good ideas here that were poorly executed in my opinion; but, my opinions are my own and YMMV.



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Tag Team Review: Shadow Fray (Shadow Fray #1) by Bradley Lloyd

Family is worth fighting for—and family doesn’t always mean blood.

No one knows what calamity poisoned the earth and decimated the human population, but living close to the toxic ground means illness and death. Justin is determined to keep his twin sister and younger brother from that fate—no matter what he has to do. To earn enough to keep his family safe in a high-rise, Justin enlists in a deadly sport called Shadow Fray. He quickly finds himself in over his head, especially when he is scheduled to face the most dangerous player.

Hale—who competes as Black Jim—knows he won’t be on top forever, despite his skills. He fights for a better life for his daughter, but his time is running out as Shadow Fray becomes increasingly lethal. Something about the newest fighter intrigues him, but does he dare defy his masters to investigate? Justin and Hale will clash in the ring, while beyond it the powerful elite and the crumbling world seem determined to keep them apart. If they can find common ground, they might have a chance to fight for their futures.

3.625 to be exact


JL - 3.75 Hearts



I wasn’t sure what to expect when I started reading this.  Was it going to be a dark, depressing read riddled with angst?  Or would it be a high-octane thrill ride, keeping me at the edge of my seat with nail-biting intensity?  Surprisingly, it was neither.  Instead, I got an emotional tale of survival and perseverance, of love and family, of loneliness and discovery, of romance and love.

Set in a future where the planet has been ravaged by a series of catastrophic events and the population has been reduced to a seventh of what it is today by a superflu (what they call the Thinning), the story starts out a bit gritty.  The denizens of the world now have to live up off the ground to avoid the sickness that still lingers even a hundred years after the Thinning.  Men now outnumber women and the fertility rate is almost nil.  Though they still have technology, like cell phones and the internet, there is no development of it.  The Arts and creativity seem to be lost as people tend to prefer movies, television shows and music from the “Old World”, clinging to the past and not looking to the future.  It seemed pretty bleak.  The only ‘new’ thing in the world is the Shadow Fray, illegal fights between anonymous brawlers that are held in secret locations and recorded for internet viewing. 

Though I had a hard time getting into the story initially, I ended up enjoying this debut by Mr. Lloyd.  Even with the post-apocalyptic setting and all the danger and intrigue, the story was more character driven than anything.  I got a real sense of who the characters truly were and I liked what I saw of them.  They stayed true to their characters too.  Justin, only twenty-three, was forced to grow up too fast when his mother died and he had to become the provider and caregiver to his twin sister and baby brother.  Though he is responsible and can be depended on, he still acts like a twenty-three-year-old, wearing his heart on his sleeve and lashing out when his emotions get the best of him.  Hale, being thirteen years older, was a bit more jaded and cocksure, what you would expect from a man who’s been around the block more than a few times.  Hale may seem stoic and sometimes come off as selfish and a bit of an asshole, but beneath it all hides vulnerability, loneliness and metric fuck-ton of guilt. Their personalities complemented each other, though, and they fit well together as a couple.  My favorite thing about them besides their fights, which, let’s be honest here, was more foreplay than anything, was they actually talked to each other.  Oh, Justin tried to be a martyr and push Hale away to ‘save’ him but Hale wasn’t having any of that nonsense.  There was no Big Misunderstanding.  They talked their shit out instead and I loved it.  Communication is so sexy!

I do wish the world building was a bit more detailed though. I never could get a true sense of exactly how this world works and I questioned quite a few things, like, why hasn’t anyone figured out what happened to the ground to make it so toxic? Why haven’t they tried to fix it? Why does everyone seem so apathetic about cleaning up the environment so they no longer have to fear the ground-sickness? Why does everyone cling to the past instead of looking to the future? Hopefully, my questions will be answered in future installments of the series, of which I have no doubt there will be as the story ended on a bit of a cliffhanger.

In spite of the aforementioned issues, I have been drawn into this world and I am eager to read more of Justin and Hale’s story. This first book shows that the series has the potential to become an epic saga and I, for one, can’t wait to see how it all turns out.

Optimist ♰King's Wench♰ - 3.5 Hearts

This post-apocalyptic world Lloyd has created is rife with possibilities. I interpreted it as a cautionary tale involving multiple current sociopolitical happenings and where they could lead if left unchecked. Earth’s soil has been poisoned so much so that most live in high rises (risers). Those that cannot afford to live in the risers will likely succumb to the sickness from being a "groundling", so there’s a very distinct socioeconomic strata at play which aligns with the risers. Modern day big businesses e.g. Exxon and Dupont seemingly run this futuristic America, though I do think there is a mafia element at work as well. Chicago is the center of this redefined America where privacy is at a premium; drones monitor everyone and everything. Women are in short supply, so much so that they’ve been given carte blanche in protecting themselves without legal ramifications. It’s the blatant and aggressive homophobia that I had the most trouble with especially when paired with the almost elevated status of trans and something called "unis". I’m still not sure what unis are exactly aside from being infertile, so I’m guessing that means they have a uterus. I'm also guessing this will factor more heavily into this series as it progresses. There are a lot of things I liked about this world, but the homophobia didn’t logically make sense when put into the context of a world with fewer women. I’m probably overthinking it but I kept getting hung up on that. I suppose, it does make the relationship between Justin and Hale all the more exciting owing to its inherent tabooness, so there is that.

Both are underground fighters in something called the Shadow Fray. Hale is at the top of his game and a legend. Justin is younger and new to the Fray. His idol has always been Hale, so there's a bit of hero worship going on, but Hale seems just as taken by Justin's raw talent. I'm still questioning how this whole thing can or has sustained itself. Everyone knows about it since the fights are posted on the interwebs and big money is involved, so I'm wondering why the secrecy? Unless... it's just more exciting that way? Which admittedly does have a certain appeal.


If you're averse to fighting and violence you’ll probably want to skip this one. The fight sequences are detailed and graphic. Actually, Lloyd’s writing style in general is very detailed. At times I thought the details slowed the pacing, becoming repetitive or redundant, but others times I found them fresh and entertaining. The tricky thing about a first novel in a series is trying to decipher what could be relevant as the series progresses and there’s still quite a bit that’s unresolved. I have a thousand possibilities running around in my head about these characters, the trajectory of this story, how the Shadow Fray will evolve and how Hale and Justin will fare, so I will be reading the next one to see if I'm even in the neighborhood.

I’m not really in love with either of these characters yet, but I do have a good sense of who Justin is and what’s important to him. Hale less so despite being given both of their perspectives. Though its clear both are lonely and feel increasingly isolated in this society where people largely stay in the shadows, eschewing human interaction. The secondary characters, especially Charlie, are all varying degrees of captivating and well drawn except the elusive Shadow Masters. Who are they? Gah! So many questions.

What I was pleasantly surprised by was the amount of romance, tension building and chemistry between Hale and Justin. There’s a slight age difference (13 yrs) with Hale being the more experienced of the two, slightly more aggressive and surprisingly romantic. He’s almost schmoopy which was so dichotomous and unexpected that I found it kind of adorable. They are well matched and have laid a good foundation for a long-lasting relationship, though I foresee some hiccups along the way since Justin is less comfortable with his newfound same-sex attraction and, y'know, they can get in BIG TIME trouble for being together. Can't be all smooth sailing. What fun is that?

Besides I they need some makeup sex because the chemistry between them is enough to power all of Chicago and when it reached critical mass…


Word. I need some more of that, please. There is something really hot about the whole fighters fighting then fucking thing, isn't there? PRAISE BE!!!!!!!

I waffled between 3-4 Hearts for three days so I’m calling it 3.5 for now. Once the series is complete I reserve the right to revise my rating.

Recommended for of post-apocalyptic/dystopian and fighter fans.



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Review: Clouded Hell by J.R. Gray

I survive on avoidance. Physical pain to avoid the mental. Disposable flesh to avoid relationships. Work to avoid attachment.

My club became my empire of avoidance. Inside the ring millions are won and lost. The fight is confined to breaths, actions and reactions, fists and pain. Rules don’t exist. Only my opponent exists.

I’d been avoiding my needs for far too long when Remi stumbles into the Inferno and I’m hungry. The promise of a submissive with no attachment is far too tempting. I can’t resist him.

He was only supposed to be a distraction, but I know I'll never get over him. There isn't a chance in this clouded hell.







The saying goes “Don’t judge a book by it’s cover”. Well I didn’t. I judged it purely on it’s name. I had no other information to go on when I took a chance and requested to read this story. The blurb wasn’t even available on Goodreads. I thought maybe it would be a paranormal book, and those can go either way. They are either really interesting or they suck and I get sad.

But this book is not paranormal. It is contemporary. And when I opened it up just to read the first page so I could log it on my spreadsheet under whatever genre it was, well, I ended up reading the whole freaking book. Every single word.

I had such a great time with this story. Dante is the owner of a bar that hosts underground fights, and he has some pretty heavy emotional baggage that he carries around with him, which makes him introverted and broody. He seeks fights to soothe his masochistic tendencies instead of sex, because sex could lead to emotional connections he just doesn’t want.

Remi has his eyes on Dante for a particular purpose. A no strings attached arrangement that will be beneficial to both of them. After watching Dante for a few weeks, he decides to approach the unapproachable man, based on the assurance that he will not get attached, and neither will Dante. In theory anyway.

There was a lot going on with this story. It would be considered dark to a lot of readers. Given my tendency for taboo and erotic-horror, I found it edgy myself. I really enjoyed the mysteriousness in the beginning. It gave the discovery a little more of a kick. Working out what was going on was part of the fun in the first part of the book. Some may disagree, but I really enjoyed the slow reveal.

The relationship structure may trip some people up. It was a really interesting concept, and I thought it was mostly believable. There were some scratch my head moments, but I could see how the tangled web would have started.

The BDSM element worked well. The limits were pretty basic (as in, not many), and the scenes were enjoyable and hot. I was completely focused on everything that Remi and Dante were feeling during their point of view. It wasn’t overly complicated, and it flowed really well. Knife-play is definitely my thing, and the way that scene was done got me going.

The fight scenes were fun, described well, and made the story exciting. I’ve read a few books where the Dom is also a masochist, and I really enjoyed that in this story too. It creates a really interesting contrast that not many authors touch. The fact that Dante chose fighting instead of SSC BDSM was an understandable choice. For him, it would become too complicated, and he wasn’t interested in finding someone to Top him in any way. It was risky, but that is the tone of the story anyway, so it worked. I thought it was well done, and added another layer to the characters.

Remi started to unravel a lot once he had a taste of Dante’s domination, and I really enjoyed watching that self-actualisation. It was frustrating at times, but it was consistent. Even though I was screaming at them to just stop the nonsense and change their lives to fit each other, they consistently stuck to their commitments, because the storyline demanded that they do. All the angles leaned towards what they were doing was all that could happen. There was just no way around any of it, and still have a good outcome.

I enjoyed the writing style and the easy flow. I was never lost or confused, and I didn’t notice any glaring grammar problems or style issues. I haven’t read anything by J.R. Gray before, but I am aware of prior work. I enjoyed discovering this author’s style and delivery. The story was set out well, with that rough, dark element that comes from the type of characters written, but the writing was good for me. Each character’s voice was clearly defined and I had no trouble picking out their personality.

Remi in business mode - I enjoyed his mask. The contrast between who he is in the business world and who he is in private was like night and day. I really enjoyed the way his walls were taken down by Dante and then built back up when the session ended. I liked that he was honest enough with himself and with Dante to ask for what he needed. Both characters had enough depth to carry the story.

Dante wasn’t over the top with his baggage. His hurt didn’t become annoying. It was understandable, and perfectly stated. There was no time where I thought to dismiss his hesitation. His wounds weren’t his excuse, and he didn’t try to escape the pull of Remi. He was cautious, but not angsty, and didn’t flip-flop internally, just tried to understand himself and put things into perspective.

I would love if this was part of a series. I really enjoyed these characters, and I would love to see a follow up from the ending.

I don’t want to give too much away because part of the fun for me was going in blind and being shown. If you enjoy edgy stories about anti-heroes, and lean more toward RACK than SSC in your BDSM content, then this is definitely the story for you.

There is a fair amount of violence in this story (you know, with the underground fighting ring), so fair warning if that isn’t your thing. It also doesn’t have a traditional happy-for-now ending, but then I don’t need that.

Trigger warning: discussions of assisted suicide, alcoholism, homophobia, organised crime, and violence.



I received an ARC from the author in exchange for an honest review.

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