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Book Blast + Giveaway: Self-Care Workbook for Non-Binary Teens by Michelle Mann


 

BOOK BLAST

Book Title: Self-Care Workbook for Non-Binary Teens

Author and Publisher: Michelle Mann

Release Date:  April 1, 2022

Genre: LGBTQ non-fiction, self-help book

Themes: Non-Binary

Length: 89 pages

It is a standalone book.

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Blurb 

Looking for skills to navigate sexual orientation and gender expression?

Tired of being defined by labels?


It’s no surprise the people on this journey of self-exploration need tender love, care, and a safe container to explore and express themselves.

The good news is – you can have that space to feel accepted, loved, and heard.

It’s only fair to release yourself from the restrictions of gender conformity and, instead, allow yourself to experiment with gender (or a lack thereof), as if you were an artist experimenting with a new medium.

“Self-Care Workbook for Non-Binary Teens” is an interactive workbook that has exactly what teens need to help them work through internalized negative messages, handle stress, build a community of support, and embrace their true self.

It’s time to discover more about who you are and who you might want to become now!

Inside these pages you will find:

  • Exactly what gender identity actually is;
  • Why understanding your gender identity is core to embracing your full being;
  • How to discover and begin living as your authentic self;
  • How to build unshakable confidence and resilience in a world filled with ignorance, inequality, and discrimination;
  • Practical advice with journaling prompts and space for reflection;
  • Mindfulness techniques for coming out, euphoria and dysphoria, building new friendships and navigating relationships with your friends and family;
  • And much more!


Whether you’ve been pondering big feelings and questions about your gender, or you’re just a little curious about it, the “Self Care Workbook for Non Binary Teens” will show you that there are endless ways to express yourself and that there’s no right or wrong way to identify.

You do NOT have to conform to a singular definition or narrative anymore!

You have the power to make changes and become your most authentic self – It’s your birthright!

If you’re ready to shed labels and identities that no longer serve you and your inner world and find the supportive community you're destined to have…

Then waste no more time, scroll up and grab your copy now!

Excerpt 

STORIES FROM THE CLASS

As you read through the stories below, do any of them resonate with you? Maybe it’s not the whole identity, but only parts? That’s ok - that helps you to define who you are and how you want to identify.

Clarence is a genderqueer young adult who loves knitting and reading mystery books. They use the terms “genderqueer” and “non-binary” interchangeably when describing themselves. They've also accepted that as time goes on, they may find another name to express their identity.

Thomas is transmasculine. He is an adventurous guy who likes cooking, hiking, and movies. He is comfortable using he/him pronouns, and also uses they/them. Thomas knows that he can use either pronoun based on their preference.

Brit is in their late 30s and identifies as ‘agender’. They identify as a person instead of a specific gender, or a spot on the gender binary. They have a love of fashion and excel at personal expression. 

Ellie identifies as ‘neutrois’ and describes themselves as being gender neutral. Ellie loves taking walks in the park with their dog and is especially fond of the spring when they can see flowers bloom everywhere. Ellie knows other neutrois individuals who describe themselves as genderless.

Clair is an ‘autigender' individual who thrives in their neurodiversity and linking it to their identity experience. In conversations with their friends and family, Clair sometimes refers to themselves as “neurogender” or “xenogender”. Clair loves teaching others about neurodiversity, listening to all kinds of music and reading comic books in their free time.

Clay is an ‘androgyne’ person who experiences both a masculine and feminine identity, sometimes simultaneously. Clay loves experimenting with the balance between their identities and the creativity that results from it. They are great at encouraging others to express themselves without fear or restraint.

Danny is an intersex individual who also identifies as genderfluid. They enjoy explaining the intersection of their biological sex and identity to their friends. In their free time, Danny enjoys classic video games, especially the older Mario games.

Ash is a ‘bigender’ person who has both a male and female identity. They’re an artist who loves using canvases to express their emotions and dreams. They choose to express each one as they please and enjoy combining both for unique expression.

About the Author 

“If opportunity doesn’t knock, build a door…”

Michelle Mann is a native of New York City and holds a degree in psychology. She is a busy but happy mother of 4 and an author of self-help and parenting books that are designed to help stressed-out parents to make the most of their child’s formative years.

Her book, Parenting Pre-schoolers 2 to 5 Years Old, provides 20 tips for parents that are aimed at helping them deal with their child’s emotions and build effective lines of communication in what can often be the most challenging of times for parents, whether they are first-timers or have already experienced it and want to avoid making the same mistakes.

She hopes that the future will provide her with enough spare time to write even more self-help and parenting books, so that she can reach even more parents who are struggling with busy careers and family lives, enabling them to find the solutions that will help them to thrive.

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Giveaway + Blog Tour: Armistice (The Amberlough Dossier #2) by Lara Elena Donnelly


Welcome Lara Elena Donnelly who is here today celebrating the release of Armistice, the second of the critically acclaimed Amberlough Dossier series. Find out more about this series below and be sure to enter in the giveaway for your chance to win copies of both books! Good luck!




Armistice returns to Donnelly’s ravishing 1930s fantasy world of Nebula Award-nominated Amberlough with a decadent, tumultuous mixture of sex, politics, and spies
ARMISTICE
Lara Elena Donnelly

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« Donnelly has successfully built upon her intricate, lush world of passionate spies and shadowy turncoats, and each character leaps off the page in this satisfying novel that succeeds on both grand and intimate scales.”
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“Offer it to adventurous Le CarrĂ© fans: readers in search of espionage and political intrigue—with a dash of romance—against a distinctive backdrop.”
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Lara Elena Donnelly continues to build the stakes in this riveting sequel to her Nebula and Lambda award-nominated Amberlough. As the starred Publishers Weekly review proclaims, ARMISTICE (A Tor Trade Paperback; $15.99; On-sale: May 15, 2018) “succeeds on both grand and intimate scales.” Donnelly’s vivid alternate history shows the power of fiction to captivate, transport, and spark a revolution.
            Donnelly’s timely and evocative debut Amberlough introduced her ravishing 1930s Art Deco-tinged fantasy. Now in ARMISTICE Donnelly reveals the fates of beloved old characters and intriguing new ones.  As shadowy political affairs lurk behind the scenes of a glamorous film industry, three people maneuver a high stakes game of statecraft and espionage: Lillian, a reluctant diplomat serving a fascist nation; Aristide, an expatriate film director running from lost love and a criminal past; and Cordelia, a former burlesque performer turned revolutionary. When their fates collide, machinations are put into play, unexpected alliances form, and long-held secrets are exposed. Everything is barreling towards an international revolt...and only the wiliest ones will be prepared for what comes next.

ARMISTICE                                                 
Lara Elena Donnelly                                 
Tor Trade Paperback Original                 
ISBN: 9781250173560 / 1250173566         
$15.99 | 384 pages                                 
eBook: 9781250173553                               
On Sale May 15, 2018

CHAPTER
ONE


Cordelia sat through the customs inspection nailed inside a crate, breathing into her bunched-up shirt to muffle the sound. She couldn’t understand the words—blood pounded in her ears, and besides, they weren’t speaking Geddan.
It went on for hours, felt like, and then there was a long stretch of silence, broken by bangs and curses and the groan and scrape of metal against metal. Unloading the real cargo. By the time Josippa took a pry bar to Cordelia’s hidey-hole she’d soaked through her clothes, fear-sweating.
“Stinks like a sauna in here.” Josippa tossed the length of metal to the floor of the newly empty hold. The clang echoed. “Come on, out. Sun’s down and there’s some women that won’t go away. I think they’re yours.”
“You sure they ain’t hounds? Foxes?”
“They’re neither of them a beast of any description. If I’d a guess to venture I’d say they’re the other end of your line, but I’m not in the business of guessing things I’m not supposed to know. Helps me to speak honest with the harbormaster about my cargo.”
Cordelia stood and twisted her spine until it popped. “Yeah, what were you, working out a marriage contract with your customs folk?”
“You haven’t whined a teaspoon since we took you onboard. Don’t start now.” Josippa opened up the hatch on an evening sky, purple turning black, burnished by city-glow.
It had been hot inside the hold, sure, but it kept right on being hot on deck. A breath-warm wind off the ocean swept over her skin, leaving behind a salty film. Factory reek mixed with harbor dross, all of it cooking into a putrid stew.
Josippa took a deep breath through her prominent nose. “Ah, Berer. Almost as good as Dastya in the summer, and here it lasts all year ’round.”
“Where are these women?” Cordelia peered cautiously over the side, down at the dock, but didn’t see anyone. At this late hour, most everybody seemed to have gone home.
“Down the street,” said Josippa. “I told them I’d bring what they were looking for later. Made it sound very mysterious. I just needed them out of my underclothes long enough to unload. And the harbormaster was starting to look leery.”
“You’re a treasure,” said Cordelia.
“Maybe I can pawn myself. You paid me spit on tin for this and told me it was silver.” But she smiled when she said it, and led Cordelia down the gangway.
Smoke from half a dozen hookahs hung in veils from the low ceiling of the coffeehouse. There were other folk around, sucking on the ends of hoses, but the low light made it tough to pick out details. Cordelia was grateful for that—it meant nobody would get a close look at her.
Not that she was so recognizable, anymore. She’d hacked away most of her scarlet hair early in the game, leaving a tumble of curls longer on the top, styled in a ragged high-and-tight. Easy to cover with a cap, colored red with whatever she could get ahold of—sometimes just watery paint. It gave her scrappers a little bit of hope, a little bit of the home they remembered. Since she’d blown up the Bee sometimes it felt like her six-inch square of bright red curls was all that remained of old Amberlough. In three years, the Ospies had managed most of what they set out to do, and Cordelia—lagging behind a little bit—had gone from opportunistic arsonist to organizer. Joachim, Zelda’s man, had been hers for a while, and he brought along some useful friends. In turn, they brought some of their people. Word spread in whispers, mostly through theatre folk and black-market scullers with greasy palms. It was Opal, who used to work as gaffer for the Diadem, who said Let’s call ourselves the Catwalk; we get things done unseen, and then light it all up when we please.
It was her idea to hit the trains, too. All the grain and fruit and fabric and coal coming down from the north. The goods shipped into Amberlough’s harbor meant for the rest of the country. Kill the railroads and you killed commerce. Kill commerce and you killed the country.
When they started to need code names—when their pictures went up after they blew the tracks at Lindenbarr and one of Joachim’s old sparks tried to collect some scratch by singing about them—they called Opal “Gaffer” and laughed about it. Joachim was “Stagehand.” Cordelia, with her bright red patch of curls, was “Spotlight.”
Now, she wasn’t anybody except her new fake name—Nellie Hanes—and the red hair was long gone. She’d dyed it brown in Dastya, in the sink of a public washroom.
“Ladies,” said Josippa, opening her arms to two women in a shadowy corner of the coffeehouse. Their table was bare: no hookah, no coffee, no food. “My apologies for the delay.”
“Captain Bozhic.” One of them stood. “We have been here for three hours. What is going on?” She talked like a swell, though this close Cordelia could see well enough to clock her dusty clothes and her hair coming out of its pins. Stood straight, though, and had that gimme-what-I-want attitude.
It had been a long time, and they’d only met the once. She wouldn’t have known the woman in the street. Didn’t really know her now, except to know she should. Only knew her name because Luca’d told her: Sofie Cattayim.
“You asked about your package,” said Josippa. “I brought you your package. Here she is, and I’m glad to be done with her.” The captain clapped Cordelia on the shoulder, hard enough she almost staggered. “She’s a nice sort but not worth so much worrying.”
“What on earth?” said Sofie, but Josippa had already turned away and headed for the door. Robbed of that avenue, she rounded on Cordelia. “Who are you?”
So she didn’t recognize Cordelia, either, and hadn’t had someone like Luca to give her memory a shake. Cordelia wondered if she even remembered handing off those earrings, if she knew who all she’d scratched.
“It’s hard to explain,” she said. “Maybe somewhere … well. Not here.”
The swell’s companion, who so far had kept her peace, clicked her tongue slow against her teeth three times. “Oh, Luca, ye’ve visited a proper trial upon me this time, haven’t ye?”
The swell jerked her head around, losing a pin. “What?”
“She’s right, Fee. We’d better hie back home before we ret this out. Come away.” She unfolded from her seat and ushered Sofie out of the booth.
“Mab,” said Cordelia. “Right? Mab Cattayim.”
“And at the moment wishing I was anyone but, and Luca not my nephew after all.”
“What’s going on?” snapped Sofie.
“Home,” Mab insisted, and gently pushed her toward the door.
* * *
Cordelia had landed in Berer because one of the boys helping to hide their cell in the Culthams had an aunt, he said. Dead to him, on account of marrying outside the people, but she wrote to him every now and again on the sly, and she was hale and hearty enough for Cordelia’s purposes. Which were, as Opal put it, “get as far from Gedda as quickly and quietly as possible, or they’ll put you away somewhere there ain’t no sun.”
Luca’s aunt had an old marriage, he had said, to a Nuesklen girl and a foreign boy, who’d been arrested when they ran off together but then slipped the hounds with the help of some runner in Amberlough City. Aunt Mab had paid the man all she had and half again to get out with her husband and wife before the Ospies got a good grip on the country.
After comparing some dates and descriptions, Cordelia realized she knew who he meant. She’d helped Ari ferry a few people out of Amberlough—moving money, doing deals down at the docks—and this one she remembered. Zelda’s attic, the police in the street, and those stupid earrings she should have pawned straight off.
She’d let Luca think she was going. Let him send the letter, and let Opal bundle her into the back of Luca’s father’s truck, but she’d planned all along to lie low in the eastern foothills of the Culthams, just over the Tzietan border, until things cooled down and she could creep back.
But things didn’t cool down. They blew up, and then they burned, and there was no safe way back in. So in the end, she did what Opal and Luca had been expecting her to do all along.
“How is he? How is Luca?” The street was quiet—it was late, and the neighborhood was mostly warehouses. Mab still kept her voice low.
“I don’t know,” said Cordelia. “They sent me out before the … before it happened.”
“Massacre,” spat Mab. “Call it like it is. Be nice if somebody would, since they won’t say on the wireless. ‘Successful raid’ my right tit.”
“But they were harboring members of the Catwalk,” said Sofie. “The CIS thought the Chuli were—” Then she stopped, in the middle of the footpath, and stared at Cordelia. “Mother and sons. Now we are too. Aren’t we?”
Cordelia didn’t answer. That didn’t mean it wasn’t true.
The Catwalk had hit a few rail lines in and out of Amberlough in their first year, and word spread the way word like that always did—quiet but quick, always with a fat dollop of Who, me? Just making conversation. They ended up with radio operators in a couple of different cities, cells of scrappers here and there. And then a free agent—a Chuli woman—blew the depot in Farbourgh and the Catwalk got credit for it. Suddenly Cordelia’s people were linked in the press with the small but fierce resistance in the Culthams, where Geddan farmers were seizing ancestral grazing grounds for their own, unhindered by pro-Ospie police.
So when Amberlough got too hot for Cordelia, that was where she went, Opal and some others with her. To make that newspaper alliance real.
It lasted a good long while, and drew a fair crowd of people ready to fight, before the CIS caught on (the Central Intelligence Services—the Ospies had dropped “Federal” from the acronym as soon as they had a firm hold on the reins) and sent some terriers down the hole after them.
“Mab,” said Sofie. “Aren’t we?”
“I dinnae know,” said Mab, tone flat. “And I dinnae plan to ask, either. She’s a friend of my family, in a tight spot.”
“Your family,” hissed Sofie. “I’m your family. Nadia is your family. They tossed you out on your rear. And now they send you her?”
Home, Fee.”
Sofie pointed at Cordelia, finger shaking. “I won’t bring her into the house with our daughter.”
“The Ospies killed Chuli kids, Fee.” Mab held her hands open, pleading. “Three of ’em, under the age of ten. It doesnae matter who’s hiding under the wagon or in amongst the flock, nor how poorly you aim. Ye dinnae shoot a kid and call it plumb.”
That had been the day after Cordelia went into the back of the truck. She’d been bumping over the border, probably, when the militia went in to ask a few questions about the Catwalk, prompted by the CIS. Got sass back from the wrong person, they said. Said they were afraid for their lives. Who knew what had really happened—the militia claimed the Chuli had showed their weapons first, which likely meant a crook or an antique rifle to keep off wolves. None of the Chuli from the camp had been given any column inches.
“I’m not saying it was right,” Sofie went on. “I’m saying they had reason enough to go in, and now they’ve got a reason to keep going in, again and again.” Sofie’s lips were thin, her face white. “You heard on the wireless. So many arrests they haven’t got room in the jails; they’re keeping them penned like sheep, in the open.”
Cordelia hadn’t heard that bit of news.
“You talk as if I dinnae know,” said Mab.
“More than you’ve let on, I think. How often has Luca written you? Is that where the petty cash has been going?”
Mab’s jaw flexed, and Cordelia could see the tendons standing out in her neck. Rough living in the Tzietan foothills, foxes on her tail, might have been preferable to this.
Home,” said Mab again, this time in a voice that brooked no argument.
* * *
They fought all night. Cordelia slept through most of it. She was used to shouting by now, and to anger, and any number of loud noises in the dark.
Their rooms weren’t large—a bedroom and a dine-in kitchen with a sofa, above a shop that had been shuttered when they arrived. Given the oily stench in the air, the downstairs neighbors likely served a good fry-up. Cordelia had the bed; the women stayed in the kitchen so they could tear each other up and down in a kind of privacy.
When she woke in the wee hours, it was to a small, warm pressure and the sound of muffled weeping. Mab and Sofie’s little girl, Nadia, had left her cot in the corner and climbed into bed with Cordelia. Snot shone on her upper lip. She clutched a doll made out of a stocking, with yarn for hair and a ribbon tied around its neck. Snot shone on that, too.
Cordelia, the younger sister, had never been good with kids. She’d been the one getting her rear wiped and raggies changed, not the other way around. Awkwardly, she petted Nadia’s dark tangles of hair.
“They fight like this a lot?” she asked.
Nadia shook her head. Then, after a pause, nodded once.
“Where’s your dad, huh?” Cordelia asked. The bed was too small for three, and she’d seen no sign of the husband.
Nadia shook her head again.
Cordelia sighed and scooted over, making more room for the snuffling kid, then dropped back into a dead sleep.
In the morning, when she staggered out of the stifling bedroom, Mab sat at the table, smoking a pipe behind a newspaper. Her back was turned to Sofie, busy with a knife at the counter.
“Mornin’,” said Mab, flicking the top half of her paper down.
Cordelia nodded, and lowered herself into the chair opposite, keeping a wary eye on Sofie. There was tension in her shoulders, in the line of her neck below her gathered hair.
“Nadia still sleeping?”
Cordelia nodded again.
Mab sighed and set her paper flat on the table. “Sofie and I’ve talked and we cannae keep ye.”
She was starting to feel like a jack-in-the-box, head bobbing back and forth at the end of a spring.
“It’s hard enough in Porachis right now for us,” she went on. “We haven’t got the right papers to stay and work, and there’s little enough love for Geddans these days. I do better than Sofie most of the time, thanks to my coloring, and with folk who’re up on the news from abroad. The massacre at Tannover dinnae play well here, not for the Ospies. Porachis already had half a wad saved up in her cheek to spit at Gedda on account of the Spice War. Just waiting for a reason to let it fly, now.”
“You saying it’s gonna be hard for me too?” asked Cordelia.
“We know some folk around; if we hint at what you’ve done, where your sympathies lie, might be we could help you find some work. There’s the queen’s hostel you can stay at: three nights free by royal mandate, and not too dear after that. Though your skin and talk might get you some rough treatment there.”
Cordelia stopped listening. Not because she didn’t care, but because she’d seen Mab’s paper, open to the roto. She stabbed one picture with her finger. “What’s this?”
Cut off mid-sentence, Mab took a moment to catch her balance. “Sorry, the roto?” Then, following Cordelia’s stiff finger to the page, she said, “Ah, Makricosta? Do you know ’im?”
Cordelia pulled her finger away, leaving a smudge on the glossy page. “He’s why I’m here, if you go at it the long way.” They really didn’t recognize her. Good.
“Showed up not long after we did.” Mab tapped her pipe out on the edge of the table. “Funny, it was. We paid him so much to get us out, and ’ere he comes running after.”
A bowl of yogurt landed on the table hard, splattering. Sofie followed it with a plate of bruised, roughly chopped figs. “Sometimes, Mab Cattayim, I wonder your jaw doesn’t fall off from all the loose talk you let fly.”
“It’s not as if they can arrest him for it now.”
“It isn’t him I’m worried about.” Sofie flung a pair of spoons onto the table.
Mab picked one up, looking amused. “Anyway, who’s she gwine to tell?”
For the first time since Cordelia came into the kitchen, Sofie really looked at her, mouth screwed into a one-sided frown.
“I’m going out,” she said finally, and snatched a handbag from the back of the third, empty chair.
After the door slammed, Mab sighed and sat back, chair creaking. “That’s a break that’ll take some time to knit.”
“Sorry,” said Cordelia.
Mab waved her off. “Don’t you take my blame.” She scrubbed her hands across her face. “I just meant to help.”
“If you sent Luca money,” Cordelia said, “you did. Helped him and us. Might have gone to pay off a hound, or fed us for a night or two.”
“Nights that we went hungry, most like. Blessed stones, I should’ve told her.”
“Should’ve asked,” said Cordelia. Then, “Sorry. Not my place.”
Mab shrugged and let her head drop. The paper was under her nose, and she soon found a change of subject. “Makricosta, though. You recognized his face.”
Cordelia slid the roto closer for a better look at the picture.
He’d changed. Cut all that curly hair off, first of all, and there was silver in it now, thick at his temples. In the photo, he had a short Porachin woman with big hips hanging on his arm. Cordelia wondered what that was, but couldn’t tell from the caption. Porashtu script was all curling lines and dots and dashes, nothing she could read. “You understand this?”
“Getting better,” said Mab. “Reading the paper helps.”
“Overgrown blush boy always did put his big nose where it didn’t belong.” She touched the ink of Ari’s face and wondered if this was a hex or a blessing. “What’s he doing here?”
“Working in the pictures, down in Anadh.”
“Pictures, huh?” She hadn’t thought about that. Hadn’t thought far beyond landing in Mab and Sofie’s nest. But the pictures were big in Anadh—much bigger than they were back home, where they’d never quite caught on—and now she was being pushed out and had to trust her own wings. “It’s easy to get work like that?”
“In Anadh it’s hard to find work doing anything else, even if you are Geddan. See Phoebe Francis here?” Mab tapped the face of an older woman, pale, with white or blond hair wrapped in a neat bun above a stern face. “Born abroad, but her parents were Nuesklen straight through.” Mab picked up a fig. “Anyway, that’s what I glean about Anadh. Fee and I don’t travel much. But it’s a big town, bigger even than Myazbah—that’s the capital. Lots of folk from all over the world.”
“Is it far?”
Mab shrugged, ate the fig. “Couple of hours down the coast, by car. It might be I know someone who could take ye, if ye want.”
She wasn’t sure she did, but where else was she supposed to go?


Copyright © 2018 by Lara Elena Donnelly


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Blog Tour: In the Desert by Elliot Joyce


Welcome Elliot Joyce! He's making his clubhouse debut in support of his new novella "In the Desert". Find out more about this romance that's part of the States of Love house line at Dreamspinner Press!



Hello, I’m Elliot Joyce and I’m the author of In The Desert, a novella about two young men who find themselves struggling with all the hard parts of life: who are they? Where do they fit into the world? And what’s in their future? And is their crush mutual or are they just fooling themselves? (Spoiler: The crush is most definitely mutual.)

But I could tell you about how Wren is worried that Felipe won’t like him back because Felipe is, as far as anyone knows, a good straight Catholic boy. Or I could tell you about how Felipe is pretty sure he’s as straight as an arrow. I could tell you about how their friends think these two need to get their heads checked, or how arrows actually bend when you fire them from a bow.

Except it’s far more fun to show you a little bit of what’s going on. Enjoy this excerpt from In The Desert and be sure to check it out.

Excerpt
“Are you two a thing?” Travis asked, gesturing to where Felipe was gathering marshmallows.
If Wren had been drinking water, he would have done a spit take. “God, no. Do you—he’s straight! And he’s Catholic! And I’m very much not interested in him,” Wren lied. Well, the last part was a lie. He knew the other parts were true, unfortunately.
“Right.” Travis glanced over to where Felipe was putting the marshmallows on wooden skewers. He put two on each before going to grab the chocolate and the graham crackers. They still had a few minutes before he’d be coming back. “You know, none of us would care if you were.”
“I know, but we aren’t,” Wren insisted, hoping he wasn’t blushing as much as he felt like he was. Thank God for brown skin. “We’re friends. Just because we don’t call each other dicks every five seconds or try to throw each other out of trees doesn’t mean we aren’t just two dudes who like each other. As friends. That’s it.” Wren didn’t know who he was fooling, but it definitely wasn’t Travis, if the look he was giving had anything to say about it.
Travis shrugged, shoving the rest of his granola bar into his mouth. He looked like he wanted to say more, but then Felipe was back, handing Wren a skewer with two marshmallows and holding a small stack of chocolate and graham crackers in his other hand.
“Hey, are you gonna get one?” Felipe asked Travis, who shook his head. “Oh, right, football season. Well, I guess Kyle ate your share anyway.”
“Oh, fuck off,” Travis said. “Everyone knows to pack an extra bag just for him.”
“Eh, well, at least I don’t have to sleep by him,” Felipe mused.
Wren groaned. They had decided he would be between Kyle and Felipe in the hope that the two of them were relatively heavy sleepers and, worst case scenario, weren’t afraid to kick Wren out if they absolutely couldn’t sleep. Wren and Chris could always share a tent, but they had to live with each other already, and actually spending time together outside of car drives to and from school was pushing it.
Felipe glanced down at Wren and then at Travis. Between the two of them, there wasn’t really space for Felipe to sit. “Let’s move closer to the fire,” Felipe suggested. “There’s more space, and it’s not like we can make s’mores from here.”
“I’ll stay back and watch you all catch shit on fire,” Travis said. “If Kyle slinks out of our goddamn tent, I’ll keep him distracted.”
“Your sacrifice is noted,” Wren replied. “We will toast in your honor.”
“Yeah, yeah, go get a spot before all the good ones are taken. And you can thank me by taking a fucking shower before we go to sleep,” Travis grumbled, a teasing glint in his eyes.
Wren flipped him off even as he stood.
Felipe grabbed ahold of his arm and pulled him closer to the fire. There were others there, of course, and besides the good-natured verbal and physical jabs, there wasn’t really conversation. Everyone was too intent on getting their marshmallow to cook… or burn into a crisp, if you were Chris.
Wren rolled his eyes as he carefully turned his skewer, trying to keep his marshmallows from burning, instead wanting a nice, even brown all the way around. He didn’t really blame the others for not being patient enough to wait, but in his experience, it was worth the extra time to sit there and get it done properly. It was a bit ironic, of course, because generally Wren hated waiting and wanted things done as quickly as possible.
But cooking marshmallows specifically was an art form that Wren was determined not to mess up.
“Oh shit,” Felipe swore as his skewer caught fire. Wren laughed as Felipe waved it around, trying to put it out, only to end with the marshmallows falling off and leaving him with a shorter skewer and no sugary treats. “Fucking hell.” He threw his skewer in the fire and locked eyes with Wren. The blue reflected the flames and burned into Wren, who felt like the air had just been punched out of him.
A moment passed.
“I’m, uh, gonna go grab another.” Felipe stumbled away, his ears red. Wren shook his head and pulled his marshmallows out of the fire. They were still not brown enough, so he pushed them back in, scowling.
Stupid, stupid. He probably knows you like him. He thought back to the look on Travis’s face, the way he had reassured Wren that it would be fine with the troop. As if that was all Wren was worried about. Fuck, what if the whole troop knows? Wren hurriedly thought back to how the rest of the Boy Scouts interacted with him, but he couldn’t think of anything that would tell him.
Okay, calm down. It was just a moment. Nobody said anything, so they probably didn’t see it. You’re fine. Nobody knows. Except maybe Felipe. Who’s straight. And Catholic. And, like, your only new friend.
Wren wondered if it would be too long of a walk to go to the lake and drown himself before he died of embarrassment.
“Hey, Wren, your marshmallows are on fire,” someone called out.
“Fuck!”

About In The Desert

Can a Navajo trans teen and a nerdy Catholic find the place they belong... and maybe themselves? In the desert, anything is possible….

When Wren came out as transgender before his senior year, it cost him most of his friends. His father hopes joining a Boy Scout troop might help Wren meet other young men his age and be accepted for who he is.

Felipe Nieves wants the new guy in the troop to feel comfortable, and he reaches out to Wren. They become fast friends… with something more beneath the surface. Those feelings confuse Felipe, since his religion considers this a sin—and he’s always assumed he was straight—but he can’t help pining for Wren. Asking him out will take courage, and getting together won’t be easy… but through their friendship, both young men might find their identities… and learn to embrace them in a unique coming-of-age story set against the beauty of the American Southwest.  


About the Author

Elliot Joyce is a social-media obsessed, selfie-taking millennial and he’s proud of it. He can usually be found in his room playing D&D or in a theater lurking on the catwalks. Sometimes he even writes.

Other notable facts include the fact that he’s bisexual, he cannot juggle, and he regularly trips over thin air. Catch him on tumblr or really any social media, he spends enough time on it.


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Andy Tyler has been the class daredevil since middle school. Over the years, he’s convinced his best friend, Jake Masterson, to perform some dangerous-looking stunts with him. But the dare they attempt on the night of their college graduation goes sideways. The firecrackers explode too soon and both of them end up with badly burned palms.

But hey, nothing gets the “terrible two-o” down for long, and they recuperate in style at Andy’s family cottage in Cape Cod. As the weeks go by, both Andy and Jake grow frustrated over the inability to use their hands for all sorts of daily activities—including getting off. So Andy begins a new series of dares that don’t just cross the friendship line, they obliterate it.

But what might be mere sexual relief to Andy is serious business to Jake, who only recently got over years of secret pining for his straight best friend. Inevitably, the burns heal, summer ends, and hearts are broken. To fix things, Andy will have to face the greatest dare of all.







Excerpt


The first few weeks at the cottage we had good weather and spent most of our time outside. Walter said our burns were coming along well. So far we’d avoided making things worse, which was a miracle. The burns were gnarly looking though, and painful when he rewrapped them.

My palms were the bright red of fresh blood. They looked like they’d been dipped in boiling water, with layers around the edge turning white and loose in spots. My hands alternated between a mild burning and piercing pain that went supernova anytime I accidentally clenched them or bumped them into something. Doing or lifting anything that required any pressure on the skin whatsoever was right out.

So by the time we’d been basking on the Nantucket Sound for two weeks, I was climbing the fucking walls.

“I’ve never been this damn horny in my life,” I complained to Jake, bitterly and sincerely.

It was almost noon, and we were sitting out on the dock like we usually did. It had been great hanging out together. We’d caught up on a lot of stuff we never seemed to get around to talking about during school—his upcoming new life. Harvard. Our mutual friends and exes. We’d told ghost stories. We’d taken long walks and kicked around a soccer ball for hours. We’d played poker on Jake’s tablet and consumed six seasons of The Walking Dead on the big-screen TV. It was nice having undivided Jake time, but I’d reached the point where frustration had me close to tears.

Not tears of boredom either. Sexually frustrated tears.

“Turn page,” Jake responded. He was reading on his Kindle.

“I’m not sure how that would help me get off,” I joked.

Jake snorted, but he didn’t rise to the bait.

I shifted in my chair. I wasn’t kidding. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d gone more than two days without an orgasm. Probably not since I’d figured out the magical wonderland that was my dick when I was eleven years old. I’d had a permanent semi for days now, and my loose, silky gym shorts—worn because I could get them up and down by myself if I scooched against a wall—were doing nothing to disguise it or help it go away.

I moved my bandaged hands onto the arms of the deck chair and looked down at myself. Even looking at my crotch made my dick grow under the silky blue fabric. It was like a hopeful puppy anticipating attention.

In my peripheral vision, I saw Jake glance at it too. He leaned forward in his chair, hunching toward the Kindle, which was propped on a little table in front of him. “Turn page.”

“You did not just read an entire page.” I smirked.

“Shut up, Mr. TMI.” Jake fake-read some more.

But I knew I had his attention. “Have you figured out a way to get off yet? Because I haven’t.”

“No,” he said in a distracted voice. Despite his blasĂ© look, I knew there was no way he was absorbing a single word on that Kindle screen.

“Me neither. I tried humping the bed, but it didn’t work. Fucking mattress is so soft and lumpy.”

“Can you not give me the gory details?” Jake hunched further and stared at the Kindle.

“Rubbing against the tiles in the shower didn’t work. They’re too hard.”

He snorted. “What are you, the Goldilocks of self-love?”

I chuckled. “That’s me. I need something just right.” I used a filthy voice on the last bit.

Jake shifted uneasily but didn’t look at me. “Too bad Amber dumped you. Maybe you could call her and play the poor invalid card. She might be willing to drive down for a conjugal visit.”

“Nah. So not worth the bowing and scraping I’d have to do.”

I gave it a moment, trying to build up my nerve.

I hadn’t been kidding. I’d tried a half-dozen ways to get off, but nothing was working. So I’d put some serious brain power into figuring out a solution. I was good at working around obstacles, but the obvious answer—the thing I really wanted—involved Jake, and I wasn’t sure how he’d react.

Just thinking about it, I plumped up further, causing a definite tent in my shorts. I half expected Jake to tease me, something like, You could poke someone’s eye out with that thing.

But all he said was, “Turn page.”

“So . . . you haven’t gotten off since before the hospital?” I asked.

“No,” Jake said quickly. “And it’s not helping to talk about it, thank you very much. It’s like when you talk about having a tickle in your throat, it makes you want to cough.” His voice was tense. I saw his eyes flicker toward my shorts, though he didn’t turn his head and he continued to pretend to read.

My heart pounded. I felt exposed at the moment, my semi obscene, so I sat up and hunched forward too, elbows on my knees. I watched a ski boat go by. The roar of the motor was loud. I waited until it had passed. Then I swallowed and told myself it didn’t matter. It was no big deal to suggest it. And if he said no, it was no biggie. I could play it off as a joke. But it really didn’t feel that way.

“Speaking of a tickle in your throat . . . I have an idea about how we can get off.”

“You do?” Jake’s tone was fast and curious. Definitely interested.

“Yup.”

“Like what? Gonna have Walter install a Fleshlight in the shower?” He chuckled.

I huffed. “Yeah. You know my dad combs through every one of my credit card statements. No way am I ordering a Fleshlight. Not to mention the fact that I’d have to kill myself after asking Walter to install something like that.”

Walter, our nurse, was in his fifties, white, bald, and pudgy. He had a squeaky-clean fundamentalist thing going on and had mentioned “praying” for us several times. Ix-nay on asking Walter to mount a fuck tube in the shower.

“So what then, Oh Planinator?” Jake sat up from his slouch and looked at me.

Unable to meet his gaze, I studied the water. “Okay, so just hear me out before saying no.”

“Oh shit. You only say that when it’s really whacked.”

“Come on! I’m serious.”

Jake sighed, but I could swear there was a new tension in the air. He was no longer pretending to read his Kindle. He leaned back in his chair and waited. “Go on, then. Spit it out.”

I grinned and turned my head to look at him, raising an eyebrow. “That’s the goal, yeah.”

He kicked my leg lightly with his bare heel. “Just say it.”

“Okay. So. We can’t jerk off, right?” I held up my bandaged hands a little.

“Obviously.”

“Well, have you ever heard of guys who can, you know, suck their own dicks?”

There was a sharp inhale from Jake, but he kept his face blank. “Yeah. I can’t though. Not even a little bit.”

“I know. Me neither. So I thought . . .” Fuck. This was hard to say. Incredibly hard to say. But there was no point in beating around the bush. “Okay. So. What if we sucked each other, like, at the same time, and pretended we were doing ourselves? Sort of self-suck by proxy.”

I’d intended to keep a jokey tone during this, so I could claim I was teasing. But the words started tumbling out, and there was a hollow ringing in my ears. I honestly didn’t have the slightest fucking clue what my tone had been or how it must have sounded to Jake.

Next to me, he went deadly still. He stared down at his knees. There was a little frown behind his brow. He looked worried. Or disturbed. Or both concurrently.

I fought the urge to overexplain or justify. Play it cool. I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes as if soaking in the sun. “It would get the job done.” I shrugged.

“Did you honestly just ask me to suck you off?” Jake asked in a quiet voice.

“No. That’s not what I said. Don’t go all homophobic on me, bro. Look, we can’t use our hands at all. Fact. If you could suck yourself, you would—right? Fact. But you can’t. I’m in the same boat. So I’m thinking if we were end to end, we could close our eyes and pretend we’re doing ourselves. And we’d get off. And we wouldn’t have to get Walter or anyone else involved. It’s really the best solution.”

Jake was silent again for a long moment. “I’m not doing that.” His voice was firm, grim, like he meant it.

Honestly, I was surprised. And a little hurt.

“Fine,” I said. “It was just a suggestion. You got a better idea? Or do you want the worst case of blue balls ever? Because I’m about to crawl the fucking walls.”

“I’m not doing it,” he repeated adamantly.

“Yeah, I heard you the first time, Jake.”

In my peripheral vision, I could see he was stiff and tense, like he might bolt. But, finally, he relaxed. He leaned forward toward the Kindle. “Turn page,” he said, his voice tight.

“What if I dared you?” I asked, unable to let it go.

“Jesus, Andy, fuck off!” Jake snarled. He got up and stormed toward the cottage. We’d figured out that if we kicked the bottom of the screen door, it would bounce open for a second, long enough to get one foot in. He did this harder than necessary and went inside. I was so shocked, I let him go without a word.

Goddamn it. I’d known it would be risky to bring it up, but some part of me believed Jake would jump at the chance. Or, worst case, brush it off as a joke. I hadn’t expected anger. Jake had never told me to fuck off like that. Not that I could remember.

Shit.

Okay. Bad idea. Abort, abort. But it was too late to take it back.





About Eli


Having been, at various times and under different names, a minister’s daughter, a computer programmer, a game designer, an author of paranormal thrillers, a fan-fiction writer, an organic farmer, and a profound sleeper, Eli Easton is happy these days writing love stories.

As an avid reader of such, she is tinkled pink when an author manages to combine literary merit, vast stores of humor, melting hotness, and eye-dabbing sweetness into one story. She promises to strive to achieve most of that most of the time. She currently lives on a farm in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania, with her husband, three bulldogs, two cows, a cat, and a potbellied pig. She enjoys reading in all genres and, when she can be pried away from her iPad, hiking and biking.

Eli Easton has published 24 books in m/m romance since 2013. She won the Rainbow Award for Best Contemporary Romance in 2014 (The Mating of Michael) and in 2016 (A Second Harvest). Her Howl at the Moon series of humorous dog shifter romances have become fan favorites and placed in the Rainbow Awards and the Goodreads M/M Group Reader’s Choice awards. She is best known for romances with humor and a lot of heart.

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