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Title: The Painted Phoenix
Author: Sarah Kay Moll
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: July 20, 2020
Heat Level: 2 - Fade to Black Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 75200
Genre: Contemporary thriller, LGBTQIA+, contemporary, literary/genre fiction, criminals, crime syndicate, children, family drama, pansexual, polyamorous, open relationship, mental illness, artist, lawyer, tattoos, dark, depression, PTSD, HEA
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Synopsis
With paintbrush in hand, Nate Redfield
takes a city full of ugliness and makes it beautiful. His quiet, empty life is
a refuge from a harrowing past, and although he has nothing to love, he also
has nothing to lose. Standing up to the syndicate is a good way to end up with
a hole in his head, but Nate is not afraid to die.
takes a city full of ugliness and makes it beautiful. His quiet, empty life is
a refuge from a harrowing past, and although he has nothing to love, he also
has nothing to lose. Standing up to the syndicate is a good way to end up with
a hole in his head, but Nate is not afraid to die.
For once in his life, he’s going to do
the right thing, even if it kills him. And it probably will.
the right thing, even if it kills him. And it probably will.
But the most dangerous criminal in the
city—a man whose sadism and ruthlessness have become local legend—decides to
spare Nate’s life. On the streets, Ras is a cold-blooded syndicate enforcer,
and makes no apologies for it. But he pursues Nate with a tenderness like
nothing Nate has ever known. While no amount of violence could compel Nate to
betray his moral compass, love leaves him defenseless.
city—a man whose sadism and ruthlessness have become local legend—decides to
spare Nate’s life. On the streets, Ras is a cold-blooded syndicate enforcer,
and makes no apologies for it. But he pursues Nate with a tenderness like
nothing Nate has ever known. While no amount of violence could compel Nate to
betray his moral compass, love leaves him defenseless.
The vibrant portraits Nate paints tell
every story but his own: a lost little girl who thinks of him as a father, a
lawyer who tempers justice with compassion, a crime boss and an art thief, and
the killer who stole his heart. Ras offers him the love he’s yearned for all
his life, if only he is willing to close his eyes to the violent truth. But his
story is not one of compromise. It is the story of an indomitable spirit,
rising like fire from the ashes of his past.
every story but his own: a lost little girl who thinks of him as a father, a
lawyer who tempers justice with compassion, a crime boss and an art thief, and
the killer who stole his heart. Ras offers him the love he’s yearned for all
his life, if only he is willing to close his eyes to the violent truth. But his
story is not one of compromise. It is the story of an indomitable spirit,
rising like fire from the ashes of his past.
Excerpt
The Painted Phoenix
Sarah Kay Moll © 2020
All Rights Reserved
The Cat Scratch Club. 2005
Ink on paper
Nate Redfield knows he’s going to die.
He’s known it for a while now—woken up with it, gone to sleep with it, held it
near to his heart. It’s not suicide, not exactly, but it might as well be. He
might as well be putting a gun in his own mouth when he pushes open the doors to
the Cat Scratch, the seedy strip club where Alan DiCiccio conducts his
business.
He’s known it for a while now—woken up with it, gone to sleep with it, held it
near to his heart. It’s not suicide, not exactly, but it might as well be. He
might as well be putting a gun in his own mouth when he pushes open the doors to
the Cat Scratch, the seedy strip club where Alan DiCiccio conducts his
business.
He walks past the stage, strippers
swaying, sliding their G-strings down their long, supple legs so a handful of
men can spend their Friday afternoon appreciating the view. The bouncer at the
back of the room gives him a nod and steps aside so he can push open an
unlabeled black door and walk into what serves as DiCiccio’s office. Behind
him, the bouncer’s heavy footsteps follow, and then the door clicks shut.
swaying, sliding their G-strings down their long, supple legs so a handful of
men can spend their Friday afternoon appreciating the view. The bouncer at the
back of the room gives him a nod and steps aside so he can push open an
unlabeled black door and walk into what serves as DiCiccio’s office. Behind
him, the bouncer’s heavy footsteps follow, and then the door clicks shut.
“You’re late,” DiCiccio says. “I hope
you’s got some extra cash to make up for it.”
you’s got some extra cash to make up for it.”
DiCiccio looks Mafia, through and
through, with a New York accent and an unnecessarily formal black suit. But
he’s not Mafia. There is no Mafia in this city, only the syndicate with a monopoly
on crime and the muscle to keep it that way. DiCiccio works for them, so Nate
does too. Or he did, anyway. Until today.
through, with a New York accent and an unnecessarily formal black suit. But
he’s not Mafia. There is no Mafia in this city, only the syndicate with a monopoly
on crime and the muscle to keep it that way. DiCiccio works for them, so Nate
does too. Or he did, anyway. Until today.
“I quit,” he says, and with those two
words, his heart begins thumping, fast and heavy like someone’s banging the
hell out of a snare drum in his chest.
words, his heart begins thumping, fast and heavy like someone’s banging the
hell out of a snare drum in his chest.
“You quit?” DiCiccio leans forward over
the scattered cash and bags of white powder on his desk to stare at Nate. “You
fucking quit?” He looks up at the bouncer. “Bobby, am I hearing this shit
right?”
the scattered cash and bags of white powder on his desk to stare at Nate. “You
fucking quit?” He looks up at the bouncer. “Bobby, am I hearing this shit
right?”
“He said he quit,” Bobby responds. He’s
a tall, beefy guy with stubble and a couple of big gold rings Nate imagines he
wears just for the scars they leave on his victims. “You heard him right.”
a tall, beefy guy with stubble and a couple of big gold rings Nate imagines he
wears just for the scars they leave on his victims. “You heard him right.”
“Okay…” DiCiccio draws the word out.
“I’ll humor you, Nate. Why the fuck do you think you’re going to quit sellin‘
for me?”
“I’ll humor you, Nate. Why the fuck do you think you’re going to quit sellin‘
for me?”
Nate is silent for a moment, gathering
his courage. “’Cause it’s wrong,” he says, standing still to give away no hint
of the fear scrabbling inside him like some desperate animal.
his courage. “’Cause it’s wrong,” he says, standing still to give away no hint
of the fear scrabbling inside him like some desperate animal.
“Oh, it’s wrong, is it?” DiCiccio puts
his hands behind his head, leaning back in his chair. “You think it’s wrong,
Bobby?”
his hands behind his head, leaning back in his chair. “You think it’s wrong,
Bobby?”
“No, boss. I think it’s his fucking
job.”
job.”
“That’s right. It’s your fuckin’ job.
Which I gave to you as an especial favor to my friend Troy. And now you come
and you throw it in my face.”
Which I gave to you as an especial favor to my friend Troy. And now you come
and you throw it in my face.”
“You told me the pills wouldn’t hurt
anybody,” Nate says. “You said they’re not real drugs, and it’s not gonna hurt
anybody that bad. But that’s not true. And I’m not gonna do it anymore.”
anybody,” Nate says. “You said they’re not real drugs, and it’s not gonna hurt
anybody that bad. But that’s not true. And I’m not gonna do it anymore.”
He thinks of the girl who used to buy
from him every Tuesday, dark eyes, a bitter laugh. She was found dead from an
overdose just a few days ago, and since then, Nate has been building his
courage for this confrontation. He’s not going to walk away alive. But better
him than another person like her.
from him every Tuesday, dark eyes, a bitter laugh. She was found dead from an
overdose just a few days ago, and since then, Nate has been building his
courage for this confrontation. He’s not going to walk away alive. But better
him than another person like her.
“Nate, look. I like you; I really do.
You’re a nice guy. But you come here and you tell me you’re not gonna do your
job, and you really leave me no choice. You get what I’m sayin’?”
You’re a nice guy. But you come here and you tell me you’re not gonna do your
job, and you really leave me no choice. You get what I’m sayin’?”
“Yeah.” Nate’s high voice comes out
rough and raspy.
rough and raspy.
“No.” DiCiccio shakes his head. “I don’t
think you do. What I’m sayin’ is that you get out there and you do your fuckin’
job, or Bobby here’s gonna have to fuck you up.” He puts his elbows on the desk
and leans forward. “You understand that?”
think you do. What I’m sayin’ is that you get out there and you do your fuckin’
job, or Bobby here’s gonna have to fuck you up.” He puts his elbows on the desk
and leans forward. “You understand that?”
Nate looks at the glinting rings on
Bobby’s right hand, so thick and heavy he might as well be wearing a pair of
brass knuckles. Nate’s not afraid to die, but he wishes it wasn’t going to hurt
so much.
Bobby’s right hand, so thick and heavy he might as well be wearing a pair of
brass knuckles. Nate’s not afraid to die, but he wishes it wasn’t going to hurt
so much.
“I get it,” he says.
DiCiccio shakes his head sadly and
glances at Bobby, jerking his head at Nate.
glances at Bobby, jerking his head at Nate.
Bobby nods, solemnly, like they’re
making a bank transaction—not playing around with someone’s life—and that just
pisses Nate off.
making a bank transaction—not playing around with someone’s life—and that just
pisses Nate off.
A hot wave of anger crashes over him,
and as Bobby approaches, he lunges forward, driving his fist into Bobby’s gut
and then bringing a knee up hard between the hitman’s legs. Bobby makes a
sharp, wounded noise, going to his knees, and Nate drives a hard kick to his
ribs. He’s been in enough fights to know how to move and how to make sure the
other guy isn’t getting back up anytime soon.
and as Bobby approaches, he lunges forward, driving his fist into Bobby’s gut
and then bringing a knee up hard between the hitman’s legs. Bobby makes a
sharp, wounded noise, going to his knees, and Nate drives a hard kick to his
ribs. He’s been in enough fights to know how to move and how to make sure the
other guy isn’t getting back up anytime soon.
“That’s enough.”
It’s not DiCiccio speaking, but a low
melodic voice Nate’s never heard before. He steps back from the groaning thug
on the floor and looks up. A man stands in the doorway, his messy dark hair
falling over his forehead, and he smiles at Nate. It’s the damnedest thing,
this smile. It doesn’t fit the situation at all. It’s the kind of friendly,
amused smile he might give Nate if they were walking their dogs in the park and
the leashes got tangled together. It’s strange and surreal and almost familiar.
And the adrenaline is stretching seconds into minutes into hours and
highlighting every detail of this man who—Nate somehow just knows, from his
arrogant stance and the tilt of his chin—now controls every aspect of the
situation.
melodic voice Nate’s never heard before. He steps back from the groaning thug
on the floor and looks up. A man stands in the doorway, his messy dark hair
falling over his forehead, and he smiles at Nate. It’s the damnedest thing,
this smile. It doesn’t fit the situation at all. It’s the kind of friendly,
amused smile he might give Nate if they were walking their dogs in the park and
the leashes got tangled together. It’s strange and surreal and almost familiar.
And the adrenaline is stretching seconds into minutes into hours and
highlighting every detail of this man who—Nate somehow just knows, from his
arrogant stance and the tilt of his chin—now controls every aspect of the
situation.
“Who would like to explain to me what’s
going on?” the man asks.
going on?” the man asks.
“Jesus fuckin’ Christ, Ras,” DiCiccio
says. “Make a little noise next time you walk in a room, you sneaky bastard.”
says. “Make a little noise next time you walk in a room, you sneaky bastard.”
And Nate freezes, his earlier fancies
iced over with fear because this is Ras, second in command to the syndicate
boss and meanest motherfucker in the whole city. He’s heard a lot of talk about
Ras—anyone who’s spent time in the criminal underworld has. The gossip rags
love him. Their stories are sensational and exaggerated, but the rumors Nate
hears on the streets—tales of sadism and deadly skill—make him think there is
some truth to them.
iced over with fear because this is Ras, second in command to the syndicate
boss and meanest motherfucker in the whole city. He’s heard a lot of talk about
Ras—anyone who’s spent time in the criminal underworld has. The gossip rags
love him. Their stories are sensational and exaggerated, but the rumors Nate
hears on the streets—tales of sadism and deadly skill—make him think there is
some truth to them.
“DiCiccio.” Ras doesn’t sound happy to
see the drug dealer. “What’s all this?”
see the drug dealer. “What’s all this?”
“Motherfucker attacked me,” Bobby moans
as he picks himself up off the floor. “The little faggot fights dirty.”
as he picks himself up off the floor. “The little faggot fights dirty.”
Nate winces. He’s used to that word, but
it still wounds more deeply than any other.
it still wounds more deeply than any other.
“He attacked you, did he?” Ras sounds
unamused.
unamused.
“He thinks he can quit,” DiCiccio says.
“He comes in here givin’ me some bullshit story ‘bout how what we do is wrong,
and he’s just not gonna do it anymore.”
“He comes in here givin’ me some bullshit story ‘bout how what we do is wrong,
and he’s just not gonna do it anymore.”
The corner of Ras’s mouth twists upward,
and he glances at Nate. “What we do is wrong. I can hardly fault him for being
honest.”
and he glances at Nate. “What we do is wrong. I can hardly fault him for being
honest.”
“I’m not doin’ it anymore.” Nate’s mouth
feels dry and sandpapery as he waits for Ras’s response.
feels dry and sandpapery as he waits for Ras’s response.
“Great for you, you’re a big fuckin’
hero.” DiCiccio rolls his eyes. “You got any last words, big fuckin’ hero?”
hero.” DiCiccio rolls his eyes. “You got any last words, big fuckin’ hero?”
“Fuck you,” Nate growls, anger coursing
through him so hot he doesn’t feel the fear anymore—it’s burned away like a
paper shell around something hard and relentless as iron.
through him so hot he doesn’t feel the fear anymore—it’s burned away like a
paper shell around something hard and relentless as iron.
DiCiccio raises his gun in one sallow
hand. The bang of the gunshot is so loud Nate can almost feel it, a tangible
burst of pressure. But nothing hurts. Nate looks down and is startled to find
himself intact.
hand. The bang of the gunshot is so loud Nate can almost feel it, a tangible
burst of pressure. But nothing hurts. Nate looks down and is startled to find
himself intact.
DiCiccio drops the gun and stumbles
forward, collapsing on the carpet. A pool of red seeps out from under his head,
a bright spatter painting the far wall.
forward, collapsing on the carpet. A pool of red seeps out from under his head,
a bright spatter painting the far wall.
Ras has holstered his gun, but clearly,
he can draw so fast he may as well still be holding it. He turns to Bobby and
raises an eyebrow.
he can draw so fast he may as well still be holding it. He turns to Bobby and
raises an eyebrow.
“I swear to god I had nothing to do with
it,” Bobby says, backing away as Ras approaches. “DiCiccio was the one who stole
from you. I told him not to. I told him!”
it,” Bobby says, backing away as Ras approaches. “DiCiccio was the one who stole
from you. I told him not to. I told him!”
Nate’s not stupid, he knows this isn’t
going anywhere good. So while Ras pulls a little knife from his pocket, he
darts out the door, sprinting for the parking lot. He draws in a shaky breath
when the sunshine falls over him, so bright and carefree, but he can’t spare
even a trembling second because he’s got to fucking run for it. He zigzags
through alleyways, ducks into stores, and indiscriminately boards busses and
trains, traveling across town in the wrong direction for a couple of hours
before he feels safe enough to get on a train headed home.
going anywhere good. So while Ras pulls a little knife from his pocket, he
darts out the door, sprinting for the parking lot. He draws in a shaky breath
when the sunshine falls over him, so bright and carefree, but he can’t spare
even a trembling second because he’s got to fucking run for it. He zigzags
through alleyways, ducks into stores, and indiscriminately boards busses and
trains, traveling across town in the wrong direction for a couple of hours
before he feels safe enough to get on a train headed home.
He’s not an idiot—he knows that in this
town, no one can watch a syndicate enforcer do a hit and walk away. He’s
probably only delaying the inevitable, and as he watches the shining city
outside the windows of the train, he wonders if he’s ever going to see it
again. It seems fraught with fragile beauty, the blinding splashes of light
reflected in storefront windows and the metal of the cars streaking by on the
interstate.
town, no one can watch a syndicate enforcer do a hit and walk away. He’s
probably only delaying the inevitable, and as he watches the shining city
outside the windows of the train, he wonders if he’s ever going to see it
again. It seems fraught with fragile beauty, the blinding splashes of light
reflected in storefront windows and the metal of the cars streaking by on the
interstate.
In his entire life, he has only ever had
one true love, so it makes sense that as he nears the edge of his lifetime, he
has only one regret. He left her behind because he had no other choice, but he
could no more stop loving her than he could stop his blood from flowing through
his veins. And even when his heart has beat its final rhythm, that love will
endure. He knows that much is true, even as he believes in nothing else.
one true love, so it makes sense that as he nears the edge of his lifetime, he
has only one regret. He left her behind because he had no other choice, but he
could no more stop loving her than he could stop his blood from flowing through
his veins. And even when his heart has beat its final rhythm, that love will
endure. He knows that much is true, even as he believes in nothing else.
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Meet the Author
Sarah Kay Moll is a wordsmith and an amateur homemaker. She’s good with metaphors and bad with coffee stains, both of which result from a writing habit she hasn’t been able to quit. She lives a mostly solitary life, and as a result, might never say the right thing at parties. She’s passionate about books, and has about five hundred on her to-read pile. When she does go out, it’s probably to the library, the theater, or the non-profit where she volunteers.Sarah lives in a beautiful corner of western Oregon where the trees are still changing color at the end of November and the mornings are misty and mysterious. She spends her free time playing video games and catering to her cat’s every whim.
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